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would make me a vulnerable person at the time. I fall in love with

him in my most stable state of mind. I fall in love with him without

knowing that falling can be this deep, like diving into the bottom of

the ocean but not knowing how deep the ocean would be. And it's

beautiful. It's beautiful underwater. I think, I don't mind having my

lungs filled with water. I think, I don't even need to breath any

oxygen.

ᅠᅠSometimes, it bothers me that I could love someone this much. I

surprised myself, really. I always wanted to be close to him, to stay

with him, even not doing anything as long as I can be there for him.

I've got so many things to say, but hey, it'll take a lifetime, I think.

ᅠᅠHappy birthday, Arka Rajendra Salim. At first I want his friends

POV too. But, ah. I'm too shy and the only person I know is one of his

best friend. I don't have the guts to asked how anyone think. Though I

know, all answer will be the same; "He's so kind and I'm so glad to

have him in my life."

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