Page 63 - Written Feelings

sad

I used to know why I was sad
And now I'm just sad for no reason
I just end up feeling bad
At every place and time and season

I'm so sorry for myself
I'm sorry for being me
Sorry for everyone else
Even if they disagree

All I do is disappoint
Everyone with me included
everyone misses the point
That I'm better off secluded

They say one infected apple
Can ruin a perfect batch
So you know what’s gonna happen
If you thought we were a match

I'm no good. I'm wrong, defected
I don't like me, how could you ?
If you ended up infected
I wouldn't know what to do

So please, darling. Run away.
I don't want to hurt you, dear.
I don’t want to see the day
When you look at me in fear.