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                                                                                                                                                                                              He started                                      Number one. He thought the time put in would finally pay out but as he trained, as those
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              demons in his head pushed him harder, he had just but one question, Why?

                                                                                                                                                                                              training hard,                                  When he was number two, things felt simpler. No one tried as hard to take him out, their focus was on
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              number one. His focus, was on him too but now, why?? Why did he have to try so hard to remind them
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              he was the best at what he did?
                                                                                                                                                                                              waking up
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              Being number one only built the extra pressure and as he heard the pop from his knee, he knew his
                                                                                                                                                                                              earlier than                                    time was out and the wave of hate, frustration and fear washed out of him like rain in a desert.
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              He didn’t know how much he hated being on top until he was no longer on top. He loved doing what he
                                                                                                                                                                                              the rest                                        did, because he loved it and if he became number one again, it would be for himself and not for the

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              people waiting for him to fail.
                                                                                                                                                                                              putting in the


                                                                                                                                                                                              extra effort


                                                                                                                                                                                              for the spot


                                                                                                                                                                                              he had so


                                                                                                                                                                                              often gotten.





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