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ALVARI > HELSINKI > FINLAND
                                                   Another mystery writer. Shrewd. Knowing. Articulate.
                                                   Assertive.
                                                   ‘Sex and rubber are deeply intertwined for me,’ begins a
                                                   detailed disclosure from Alvari. ‘Around the time I started
                                                   masturbating, I found myself sitting in bed with a black
                                                   swimming cap in my hands. Without thinking I pulled it
                                                   over my face, the material clinging to my cheeks as I tried
                                                   to inhale. My first taste of real rubber was with an
                                                   experienced man who let me try on one of his suits. He
                                                   was also the first man who bound me and fucked me. I
                                                   don’t know if it was the lure of rubber that made me want
                                                   to try sex, but I never questioned my attraction to rubber,
                                                   just as I never questioned my attraction to men. What
                                                   makes rubber irresistible to me is the way it looks.                                               Stay updated
                                                   Rubber is darkly intimidating. It wraps like skin,
                                                   supremely smooth. Cast a light upon the surface and it
                                                   dazzles. Watch a rubber figure in motion and the effect is
                                                   a riot of distorted reflections bound by the tightest of
                                                   contours, unnatural yet overwhelmingly erotic. Stuck on
                                                   what to say in a dating profile, I wrote about what it’s like
                                                   to put on my rubber suit. If the aesthetics turn me on, the                                            Please keep yourself updated by subscribing to our
                                                   feeling on my skin is what gets me off. I wore that suit to                                                     Mailing list through our website
                                                   exhaustion, but my fascination with rubber endures.’                                                                    Xxxposure.co.uk
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                                                   Photograph (c) Alvari 2025
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