Page 48 - Little Stories of a Great Monk
P. 48

9th September 1999, Thursday                   I
                         My Teacher and I
                         My Teacher and


                                                                                                During our second round of talk in Terengganu, someone asked a question about

                                                                                                                                                   e
                                                                                                                        i
                                                                                                                         n

                                                                                                                                                  u
                                                                                                                           T
                                                                                                  i

                                                                                                                                    s
                                                                                                                      l
                                                                                                                       k
                                                                                                                      a
                                                                                                                                     o
                                                                                                                                                      i
                                                                                                        s
                                                                                                                                                    s

                                                                                                                                            s
                                                                                                                                                     t
                                                                                                                           e
                                                                                                   g
                                                                                                                                              e
                                                                                                                              g
                                                                                                      r
                                                                                                                                                a
                                                                                                                                 n
                                                                                                                                a
                                                                                                                                              d
                                                                                                                               g


                                                                                                                                                 q
                                                                                                                                   ,
                                                                                                                             e
                                                                                                                            r
                                                                                                                                             k
                                                                                                      u
                                                                                                                                  u
                                                                                                  n
                                                                                                                              n


                                                                                                                                                            t
                                                                                                                                                         b
                                                                                                u
                                                                                                                n
                                                                                                                 d

                                                                                                                                                         a
                                                                                                                                       e
                                                                                                     o
                                                                                                              r
                                                                                                              o
                                                                                                                                                           u
                                                                                                                                        o
                                                                                                                                                          o
                                                                                                                                          e
                                                                                                               u

                                                                                                          o
                                                                                                         c
                                                                                                                                                       n
                                                                                                 r
                                                                                                         e
                                                                                               D
                                                                                                                                           a
                                                                                                                                         n
                                                                                                           n

                                                                                                            d
                                                                                                                     t


                                                                                                                                      m
                                                                                                                   f
                                                                                                                                                      o
                                                                                                                  o

                                                                                              e
                                                                                                                                        h
                                                                                                                                  .
                                                                                                                                    t
                                                                                                                                                             n
                                                                                                                                      r
                                                                                                                                     e
                                                                                                     l

                                                                                                                                   A

                                                                                                                                       I
                                                                                                     e
                                                                                                                                   f
                                                                                                                                 e
                                                                                                                  r
                                                                                                                   e

                                                                                                                 d
                                                                                                         p
                                                                                                                     s
                                                                                                                   a
                                                                                                                    m
                                                                                                         e
                                                                                                            n
                                                                                                          a
                                                                                                           r
                                                                                                            i
                                                                                                               i
                                                                                                               n
                                                                                                             g


                                                                                                                              a
                                                                                                                               l
                                                                                                       a

                                                                                              d dead people appearing in dreams of those alive. After I have translated the question
                                                                                                                                v

                                                                                                                               i
                                                                                                                             e
                                                                                                        p

                                                                                                                       o
                                                                                                                        f
                                                                                                                           o
                                                                                                                            s
                                                                                                                         t
                                                                                                                          h
                                                                                                d

                                                                                                   o
                                                                                                                                            t
                                                                                                                                                  e
                                                                                                  e
                                                                                                                                               s
                                                                                                                                                        q
                                                                                                                                               n

                                                                                                                                             r
                                                                                                                                                     h
                                                                                                                                              a
                                                                                                                                                     t

                                                                                                                                                      e
                                                                                                                                                   d

                                                                                                 p
                                                                                                                                                         u
                                                                                                                                                            i
                                                                                                                                                  t
                                                                                                                                         a
                                                                                                                                                l
                                                                                                                                                           t
                                                                                                    p
                                                                                                                                          v
                                                                                                                                                 a
                                                                                                                                                          s
                                                                                                                                                          e
                                                                                               a
                                                                                                                                                             o
                                                                                                                                           e
                                  o
                                 l
                                                  h



                                                                     l
                                i
                o
                                                u
                               t
                                                             t

                                             y
                              s
               h

                                                                     e
                                l
                                                                         a
           B
                                       h

                                                           u
                                                 g

                                                          o
                                          ,

                                          d
                                         n
                                        a
                                                    e
                                                                          s

              k
                                                    r
                                   n
                                                   t
                                                                       I
                                                            t

                                                                        w
                                                         d
                                     y
            a
             c
                                    m
                                            m
                                                                  w
                     i
                            g
                                                              o
                  e

                     t
                                                                   h
                                                       i
                                                                 e
                        u
                                                       r

                           a

                          g
                                                      c
                        l
                                               a
                                                                    i
                         g
                                                                m

             Back home with luggage still on my hand, my daughter cried out to me while I was
                 m
                                                        e
                    w

                      h

                             e
                                              d
                                                                                                                 ,

                                                                                              r
                                                                                                                                                       h
                                                                                                                  t
                                                                                                         t
                                                                                                                                    e
                                                                                                                   h
                                                                                                                                           l
                                                                                                                                     d
                                                                                                                                                        i

                                                                                                                                            i
                                                                                                     d
                                                                                                                                                           m

                                                                                                            n
                                                                                                                                          g
                                                                                                                                                           i
                                                                                                             g
                                                                                                           E
                                                                                             f from Mandarin to English, the Chief Reverend replied in English. However, this time
                                                                                                                                                             e
                                                                                                                                         E

                                                                                                                                         n

                                                                                                m
                                                                                                               s
                                                                                                    n
                                                                                                                h
                                                                                                                                                         s
                                                                                                              l
                                                                                                                                       n
                                                                                                                                                          t
                                                                                                                                       i
                                                                                                          o
                                                                                                               i
                                                                                               o
                                                                                                                                                   v
                                                                                                                          R

                                                                                                                           e

                                                                                                                               d
                                                                                                                                                    e
                                                                                                                                 r
                                                                                                                        f
                                                                                                       n

                                                                                                                                              .
                                                                                                  M
                                                                                                                                                o
                                                                                                                            e
                                                                                                                              e
                                                                                                                                                 w
                                                                                                                             r
                                                                                                                           v
                                                                                                                                                  e
                                                                                                                                               H
                                                                                                                              n
                                                                                                      r
                                                                                                       i
                                                                                                   a
                                                                                                                                                      t
                                                                                                                                  p
                                                                                                                                            s
                                                                                                     a
                                                                                                                                   l


                                                                                                                     C
                                                                                                                      h
                                                                                                                                                     ,

                                                                                                                                                    r
                                                                                                                                    i
                                                                                                                    e

                                                                                                                                             h
                                                                                                                       i
                                                                                                                        e
                                                                                                                                  e
                                               l
                                                  o
                                               e
                                                 f
                                             a
                                              l
                                                d
                                                   r
                                             c

                                           w

                                                               I
                    r


                   e
                  t
                 n


                     t
                         h

                         o
                                                                  r
                                                                 e
                      h
                                                       r
                       e
                                                                m
            u
           o
             t
                                                        a
                                                           i
                                                         r
         a about to enter the house, “Dad, Dhamma Dew called for your article.” I merely grinned,
          b
                                                          t
                                                           c
                                                             .

                                                              ”
                 e
               o
                                                            l

                                                            e
              t
                                     m
                                    a
                                                                         n
                                                                        n
                                                    y
                                   D

                                                                       i
                                   h
                                         D
                                                                          d
                                          e
                                                                           ,

                                                                          e
                                      m
                                        a

                                                                       r
                                                                    y
                                                                    l

                             ,
                            e
                          u
                                                                   e
                           s
                                                      u
                                                                      g
                                a
                                 ,
                                 d
                                                     o
                               D

                              “
                                                                                              i
                                                                                             h
                                                                                               s
                                                                                             his answer was different from what I usually heard from him. I was stunned, and I
                                                                                                                                        m

                                                                                                                                      r
                                                                                                                                       o
                                                                                                                                         h
                                                                                                                                            .

                                                                                                                                          i
                                                                                                                                           m
                                                                                                                                     f

                                                                                                                                 h
                                                                                                                               l
                                                                                                                               y
                                                                                                                                 e
                                                                                                                                    d

                                                                                                                                  a
                                                                                                                                   r
                                                                                                                                             I
                                                                                                                                                        ,

                                                                                                                                                      e
                                                                                                                                                       d
                                                                                                                                                         a

                                                                                                                                                            I
                                                                                                                                                          n
                                                                                                                                                           d
                                                                                                                                                     n
                                                                                                                                               a
                                                                                                                                                s

                                                                                                                                              w

                                                                                                                                                   u
                                                                                                                                                    n
                                                                                                                                                  s
                                                                                                                                                  t
                                                                                                          d
                                                                                                           i
                                                                                                        s

                                                                                                           f
                                                                                                             r
                                                                                                              e
                                                                                                            f
                                                                                                            e
                                                                                                       a
                                                                                                 n
                                                                                                  s

                                                                                                a
                                                                                                   w

                                                                                                      w
                                                                                                    e
                                                                                                     r
                                                                                                               n
                                                                                                                          I

                                                                                                                        t

                                                                                                                           u
                                                                                                                             a
                                                                                                                              l
                                                                                                                            s
                                                                                                                            u
                                                                                                                       a
                                                                                                                 f
                                                                                                                  r
                                                                                                                t

                                                                                                                  o
                                                                                                                     w
                                                                                                                      h
                                                                                                                   m

         wondering in my mind what am I to write this time?
         w o n d e r i n g   i n   m y   m i n d   w h a t   a m   I   t o   w r i t e   t h i s   t i m e ?
                                                                                                                             r
                                                                                                                                                   a
                                                                                                        q


                                                                                                                             e
                                                                                                e
                                                                                                                         a
                                                                                                         u
                                                                                                                                                    s
                                                                                                                            w
                                                                                                                           s
                                                                                                                          n
                                                                                                      e
                                                                                                                                   s

                                                                                                                                     m
                                                                                                                                    e
                                                                                                                                   e
                                                                                                                                                   l
                                                                                                                                t
                                                                                                 a
                                                                                                                               s
                                                                                                                                  l
                                                                                                                                 l
                                                                                                                                i
                                                                                             r repeated the question, however his answer still seemed irrelevant. At last, I  I
                                                                                                                o
                                                                                                            i
                                                                                                                 w
                                                                                               p
                                                                                                           t
                                                                                                               h
                                                                                                             n
                                                                                              e
                                                                                                             o

                                                                                                              ,
                                                                                                                                                      ,
                                                                                                          e
                                                                                                                      h


                                                                                                                        s
                                                                                                                       i
                                                                                                                     r
                                                                                                                   v

                                                                                                                  e
                                                                                                          s
                                                                                                                                                     t
                                                                                                                    e
                                                                                                     h

                                                                                                                                              n
                                                                                                                                      e
                                                                                                                                                .
                                                                                                   d
                                                                                                                                       d
                                                                                                                                            v
                                                                                                                                          r

                                                                                                  e
                                                                                                                                               t
                                                                                                                                                  t
                                                                                                                                          e
                                                                                                                                           l
                                                                                                     t

                                                                                                                                         r
                                                                                                                                                 A
                                                                                                                                             a
                                                                                                 t
                                                                                                                                            e

                                                                                                                                        i
                                                                                                                                             p
                                                                                                                                                     u
                                                                                                                    h

                                                                                                                                                  u
                                                                                                                       u
                                                                                                         y
                                                                                                                                                       l
                                                                                                                        s

                                                                                                                     i
                                                                                                                     s



                                                                                                              i
                                                                                                            e
                                                                                                                n
                                                                                                               o
                                                                                                              t
                                                                                                             n
                                                                                                   e
                                                                                                                                                e
                                                                                                                                                      t
                                                                                              r
                                                                                                                                               n
                                                                                                           m
                                                                                                                 n
                                                                                                                  g
                                                                                               o
                                                                                                                                             h
                                                                                                    d
                                                                                             prompted him by mentioning his usual remarks: “Dead people phone up but living
                                                                                             p
                                                                                                                                              o
                                                                                                                 i
                                                                                                                                                        v
                                                                                                                                                        i
                                                                                                                                        e
                                                                                                                               r
                                                                                                                                k
                                                                                                     h
                                                                                                                              a

                                                                                                                             m

                                                                                                      i
                                                                                                                                         o


                                                                                                       m
                                                                                                                                      d
                                                                                                                                  “
                                                                                                                                 :
                                                                                                                                 s
                                                                                                                                       p
                                                                                                                                                          g
                                                                                                                                   D
                                                                                                                                                          n
                                                                                                                          a
                                                                                                                                                    b
                                                                                                                                                   p
                                                                                                  t
                                                                                                                                           l

                                                                                                                                     a
                                                                                                                                                         i
                                                                                                                                           e

                                                                                                                         u
                                                                                                 p

                                                                                                                           r
                                                                                                                            e
                                                                                                        b
                                                                                                                          l
                                                                                                                                    e
                                                                                                                                          p
                                                                                                m
                                                                                                     l
                                                                                                   c
                                                                                                      d
                                                                                                            c
                                                                                                        o
                                                                                                          r

                                                                                                         t

                                                                                                    u

                                                                                                           e
                                                                                                                                                       b
                                                                                                    o
                                                                                                       n
                                                                                                                                    c
                                                                                                                                                   n
                                                                                                                                    e
                                                                                                                                       s
                                                                                                                                      u
                                                                                                                                     a
                                                                                                                                   b
                                                                                                                               i
                                                                                                                               t
                                                                                                                                                   e

                                                                                                                                 e
                                                                                                                                m
                                                                                                                                        e
                                                                                                                                              o
                                                                                                                                             h
                                                                                                                                            p

                                                                                                                                                e
                                                                                                                                               n

                                                                                                                                         t

                                                                                                                                                  i
                                                                                                                                           e
                                                                                                                                                  l
                                                                                                                                          h
                                                                                                                                                     i
                                                                                                                  e
                                                                                                                 h
                                                                                                                    a
                                                                                                                   c

                                                                                                                                                     s
                                                                                                              v
                                                                                                             i
                                                                                                             e
                                                                                                                t

                                                                                                               e
                                                                                                                     l

                                                                                                                           g
                                                                                                                          n
                                                                                                                              y
                                                                                                                             a
                                                                                                                            d
                                                                                                                         i
                                                                                                                       d

                                                                                                                      l

                                                                                                                        r
                                                                                                                       u
                                                                                                 e
                                                                                              e
                                                                                                                                                        u
                                                                                                                                                         y
                                                                                                                                                            ”
                                                                                                                                                          …
                                                                                                p
                                                                                                                                                           .
                                                                                                                                                         s
                                                                                                 l
                                                                                               o

                                                                                             p
                                                                                             people could not receive the call during daytime because the phone line is busy….”
                                                                                             Af After my prompting, he realised that he did not hear the question correctly, and he After my prompting, he realised that he did not hear the question correctly, and he
                                                                                             Af
                                                                                                                                     a
                                                                                                                        t
                                                                                               i
                                                                                                          n
                                                                                                                          o
                                                                                                                                    w
                                                                                                                                                   .

                                                                                                                                                         l
                                                                                                           t

                                                                                                                            ?
                                                                                                                                      s
                                                                                                                 r

                                                                                                                                        r
                                                                                                                           w
                                                                                                        m
                                                                                                                                         e
                                                                                                                                                           j
                                                                                                         e

                                                                                                                    m
                                                                                                p
                                                                                                                                        d
                                                                                                                                                      t
                                                                                                            i
                                                                                                              e
                                                                                                                                r
                                                                                                                                r
                                                                                                                                                          y
                                                                                                                                                   ”
                                                                                                                                 y
                                                                                                                         n


                                                                                                                              S
                                                                                                                               o
                                                                                                               d
                                                                                                                                                         l
                                                                                                                                   I
                                                                                                            o
                                                                                                                                                        a
                                                                                                                  e
                                                                                              u
                                                                                                                d

                                                                                                             n
                                                                                                                                                     c
                                                                                              q quipped: “You mentioned dream just now? Sorry, I was dreaming then.” Actually just
                                                                                                                   a
                                                                                                                                  ,

                                                                                                                                                            u
                                                                                                                                               t
                                                                                                                                                 e
                                                                                                                                                       u
                                                                                                                                                     A
                                                                                                                                                             s
                                                                                                                                                h

                                                                                                       u
                                                                                                 p
                                                                                                                                             n

                                                                                                                      j
                                                                                                     Y
                                                                                                                                             g
                                                                                                    “
                                                                                                  e
                                                                                                                                            i
                                                                                                                      u
                                                                                                      o
                                                                                                                                                              t


                                                                                                                                                  n
                                                                                                                                          a
                                                                                                  d
                                                                                                                       s
                                                                                                   :
                                                                                                                                           m
                                                                                              what I have thought, his good self has heard wrongly the question twice.
                                                                                              w h a t   I   h a v e   t h o u g h t ,   h i s   g o o d   s e l f   h a s   h e a r d   w r o n g l y   t h e   q u e s t i o n   t w i c e .
                                                                                                                                                        i
                                                                                                                         n

                                                                                                                 m
                                                                                                    b
                                                                                                                                u
                                                                                                                                                         e
                                                                                                                      u
                                                                                                                                                          n
                                                                                                                                                     x

                                                                                                                                              e
                                                                                                                            h

                                                                                                              t
                                                                                                                                 a

                                                                                                                i
                                                                                               I was able to prompt him by quoting his usual answer because of my experience
                                                                                                               h
                                                                                                                                               o
                                                                                                                     q
                                                                                                                             s
                                                                                                    a


                                                                                                                                                f
                                                                                                                          g

                                                                                                                                s

                                                                                                                               u

                                                                                                                             i
                                                                                                  s
                                                                                                          r
                                                                                                                                         b
                                                                                               I
                                                                                                                                                           c
                                                                                                                                           a
                                                                                                                                      w
                                                                                                                                                        r
                                                                                                                                     s
                                                                                                        o
                                                                                                                                          e
                                                                                                w
                                                                                                                                        r
                                                                                                                                           c
                                                                                                                    y


                                                                                                         p

                                                                                                       t
                                                                                                                        t
                                                                                                                                                           e
                                                                                                                                       e
                                                                                                                       o
                                                                                                                                                    e
                                                                                                                                             s


                                                                                                                                                      p
                                                                                                     l
                                                                                                             p
                                                                                                                                  l
                                                                                                                                                   y
                                                                                                                   b
                                                                                                      e
                                                                                                           o
                                                                                                                                                       e
                                                                                                                                    n
                                                                                                                                                  m

                                                                                                            m
                                                                                                                                   a
                                                                                                 a
                                                                                                                                            u
                                                                                                                        i
                                   i
                                                                     S
              v

                                                                      r
                                   r
                                                                    .
                                y
                                  t
                                                                    K

                                                     C
                                                        f
                     t
                     e
                                                           v
                                                            e
                                                              e

                       r
                      u
                                                             r
                    r
                                                          R
                  s
                j

                 u


           I have just returned from my trip to Terengganu with Chief Reverend Dr. K. Sri
                                                           e
                  t
                             m
                                                                  .
                                                                  r
                                                                 D
                             o

                               m
                                                      h
               e

                            r
                         e
                          d
                                                              n
                        n
                                                        e
                           f

                                                               d
                                                       i

                                          e
                                           n


                                                    h

                                             g
                                    p
                                                 w
                                            g

             a
                                      t
                                                   t
                                      o
                                                  i
                                          r
                                         e
                                        T
           I
            h
                                                u
                                              a

                                               n
                                                                       i
                                                                                             with him, having heard his Dhamma talks many times. This is the benefit that I
                                                                                             w i t h   h i m ,   h a v i n g   h e a r d   h i s   D h a m m a   t a l k s   m a n y   t i m e s .   T h i s   i s   t h e   b e n e f i t   t h a t   I
                                                                n
                                               w
                            i
                                                          r
                                                               o
                          t


                           h
                                        r

                                       f

                                                r
               a

                                                   a
          h
                a
                                                       t
                                       o
                                                                 s
                            n
                                                                  h
                             k
                 n
             m
                  d
                                                             l
                      e
            m
                     W
                       l
         D Dhammananda. Well, I think it is time for me to write about our relationship. .

                                                        o

                                                            e
                                             o
                    .
                                            t
                                                           r
                                                i
                                                 t
                   a


                                                  e

                         I
                                          m
                                                               i

               n
                       l
                                                             a
           a
                                                         u
                        ,
                                           e
                                                              t
                               i
                                 s
                                                     o
                                                                   i
                                    m

                                                                   p
                                     e
                                                      u
                                   t
                                   i
                                                    b
                                 i

                               t

                                                                                                                                        e
                                                                                                                                     h
                                                                                                       f

                                                                                                                    e
                                                                                                                                            n
                                                                                                                                 g
                                                                                                      d
                                                                                             have gained from him, after regularly listening to his teaching all these years. .
                                                                                             h

                                                                                                                                                        a
                                                                                                              ,
                                                                                                                                                   e
                                                                                                                                            i

                                                                                              a
                                                                                                e
                                                                                                                       a
                                                                                                        r
                                                                                                            i
                                                                                                                         y

                                                                                                        o
                                                                                                                                         a
                                                                                                                                                      y
                                                                                                                                   o
                                                                                                             m
                                                                                                                                  t
                                                                                                                       l
                                                                                                                                           h
                                                                                                                    r
                                                                                                                         l
                                                                                                                  r
                                                                                                           h
                                                                                                                                                         r
                                                                                                                                          c
                                                                                                                                             g

                                                                                                                           i
                                                                                                    n
                                                                                                                                                     e
                                                                                                                 e
                                                                                                                             e
                                                                                                                                               a
                                                                                                                              n
                                                                                                                        r

                                                                                                                f


                                                                                               v
                                                                                                                             t
                                                                                                                            s
                                                                                                   a
                                                                                                                     g
                                                                                                                 t
                                                                                                                                                l

                                                                                                                                                l
                                                                                                                                      s
                                                                                                   i
                                                                                                         m
                                                                                                                                                       e
                                                                                                                                        t
                                                                                                                               i
                                                                                                     e
                                                                                                                      u
                                                                                                                                n
                                                                                                                                                    s
                                                                                                                                                 t

                                                                                                                                     i
                                                                                                               a
                                                                                                                           l
                                                                                                                                                  h
                                                                                                                                                         s
                                                                                                  g

               This trip to Terengganu ended with Chief Reverend giving two talks, which I   This trip to Terengganu ended with Chief Reverend giving two talks, which I
              a
                                                             t
                                           i
                       a
                                                    a
                e
                                 i

         t translated into Mandarin. This is not the first time that I do the translation for him.
                                           r
                                              t
                  i

                                                     t
                  n
                                   n
                                                                      f

            n
                d
                                               m
                                               i

                                                                       o
                                                          t
                                                           h
                                                                        r


                                            s
                      M
                                                 e

                                                        o
           a
                   t

                                                           e
                                  s
                                             t
                    o
                                       h
                         a
                                       t
                                                                 l
                                                                          i
                                                       d
                                     t
                                                      I
                        d

                             T
                                                                  t
                                                              a
                          r
                               i

                                                                    o
                            .
                                                                 a
                                                               n
          r
                                s

                                        e
                                                  t

                              h
                                                   h
                                                              r
               t

                                                                    n
                                                                            .
                                    o
                           n
                        n

                                                                          m
                                                                         h
              l
                                          f
                                                                s
                                                                   i
             s
                           i

                                                a
                                              o

                                                     o
                   b
                                o
                                                      f
                            T
                                             s
            e
                                                                  i
                                                         l
                              e
           f
                                                                   s
                                      d

                                               c
                 r
                                                         a


                               Y
                                                                 n

                                                                      a
                                                i
                                     u
                 s
                                       d
                                                          y
                             h
                                                  i

                                                               r
             w
                                                 t
                         h
                                         s
                                                       M
                                                            a
                                            A
                         e
                     k
                                 u
                                                                    d


                       w

         A
         A few years back, when The Young Buddhist Association of Malaysia organised a
                                  n
                      ,
                                          t
                                    B
                                                              o
               e

                                                   n
                                        h
                                                        a
                                                  o
              y
                                                                 a
                a
                                   g
                    a
                                                           s


                                         i
                          n
                                                                    e
                     c
                                            s
                                                            i
                                                                g
          e
            i
         seminar on “Mahayana-Theravada Dialogue”, I was responsible for his Mandarin
           m
         s
              a
             n
                o

               r
                                             w
                                              a


                                            I
                                               s
                                                  s
                                                   p
                                                 e

                                                r
                                           ,
                                     i
                                     a
                                    D
                                  a

                                      l
                                         e
                                          ”
                                        u
                                      o
                                       g
                                                    o
                                                        l
                                                             h
                                                             i

                                                              s
                                                        e
                                                          o
                                                          f


                                                           r
                                                               M
                                                                     i
                                                                    r
                                                     s
                                                     n
                                                                     n
                                                                   a
                                                                 a
                                                       b
                                                                 n
                                                                  d
                                                      i
                             e
                             h
                            T
                    a
                               a
                   M
                              r
                          a
                        a
                         n
                       y
                     h
                           -
                      a
                   “

                                 d
                 n
                                v
                                 a
                                                       y
                       l
          r
                      e
                 n
                                                          a


                         H
                                                         r
                       l
                                                      m
                o
                        .
                                                           n
                                                              t



                                                             a
                   a
                   s
                                                            l
                                                              i
                     w
         t
                                                                n
                i
                                                        t
                                                            s
         translation as well. He seemed to have full confidence on my translation. .
                                                               o
                                        u
             s
                                       f

                               d

                                          c
                                         l
                                         l
                               e
                                 t
                                    a
                                   h
                                  o

                                      e
              a

              l
                                     v
                             m
               t
                                                  e
                                                 c
                                                n

           a
                                                    n
                                                   o

                          e
                            e
                                             f
                                            n
                                           o
                             e
                           s
                                               e
                                              d
                                              i
            n
         46                                                                                                                                                    47
   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53