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again.  “You’re  making  me  ner vous. Not to ment ion  ruini ng  my hi gh. ”

                    I  roll  my  ey es   and   swing   my  leg s  over.  “Hea ven  forbid  a  joint   go  to
                waste. ”  I ho p down  and  wipe  my ha nd s across my jea ns . “Better?”  I say
                as I walk toward hi m.
                    He  let s  out  a  rush  of  air,  as  if  seei ng   me  on  the  led ge  actually  ha d
                hi m  ho lding   his  brea th.   I  pass  hi m  to  hea d  for   the   side   of  the   roof
                with    the   bet ter   view,   and    as   I   do,   I   can’t   hel p   but   no tice   ho w

                unf ortuna tel y cute  he  is.
                    No. Cute  is an  ins ult.
                    Thi s guy is beau tiful.  Well-mani cured ,  smel ls  like  money,  looks  to  be
                sev era l   yea rs   older   tha n   me.    His   ey es    crink le   in   the   corners    as   they
                follow  me,   and   hi s  lips  seem  to  frown,   ev en  when  they   aren’ t.  When      I
                rea ch  the  side  of the  building  tha t  overl ooks  the  street ,  I  lea n  for ward
                and   stare  down  at  the     cars  below,  trying   no t  to  appea r  impres sed   by

                hi m.  I  can  tel l  by  hi s  ha ircut  alone  tha t  he’s  the  kind   of  man  peo ple
                are  ea sily impres sed  by, and  I ref use  to feed  int o hi s eg o. Not tha t he’s
                done  any thi ng   to  make  me  think   he  ev en  has   one.   But  he  is  wea ring   a
                casual  Burberr y  shi rt,  and   I’m  no t  sure  I’ve  ev er  been  on  the  radar  of
                someo ne  who  could casually afford one.
                    I   hea r   footstep s   approachi ng     from    behi nd ,   and    then   he   lea ns

                agains t  the  railing   nex t  to  me.  Out  of  the  corner  of  my  ey e,   I  watch  as
                he   takes   ano ther   hi t  of  hi s  joint .  When   he’s  fini shed ,  he   offers   it  to
                me,    but   I   wave   it   off.   The   last   thi ng    I   need    is   to   be   und er   the
                infl uenc e  around   thi s  guy.  His  voice  is  a  drug  in  itsel f.  I  kind   of  want
                to hea r it again,  so I thro w a ques tion  in  hi s direc tion.
                    “So wha t did tha t cha ir do to make  you so ang ry?”
                    He  looks  at  me.   Like  real ly  looks  at  me.   His  ey es   meet   mine  and   he

                just   stares ,   ha rd,   like   all   my   sec ret s   are   right    there   on   my   face.    I’ve
                nev er   seen   ey es    as   dark   as   hi s.   Maybe   I   ha ve,    but   they    seem    darker
                when     they ’re   attached   to  such   an   int imidating   pres enc e.   He   does n’t
                ans wer    my   ques tion,    but   my   curiosity   isn’t   ea sily   put   to   res t.   If   he’s
                going  to force  me  down  from a ver y pea cef ul, comfortable  led ge,  then
                I ex pec t hi m to ent ert ain  me  with  ans wers  to my no sy ques tions .

                    “Was it a woman?”  I inq uire.  “Did she  brea k your hea rt?”
                    He   laughs    a   little   with   tha t   ques tion.    “If   onl y   my   issues    were   as
                trivial  as  matters   of  the   hea rt.”  He  lea ns   int o  the   wall  so  tha t  he   can
                face  me.   “Wha t  floor  do  you  live  on?”  He  licks  hi s  fing ers   and   pinc hes
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