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His mouth  is fierc e  and  need y, kissing  me  ev er ywhere  he  can  rea ch.

                I   grow    so   dizzy,   I   can   do   no thi ng    but   succumb      to   hi m.   He’s
                una pologet ic     in   the   way   he   fucks   me.    His   ha nd    comes    bet ween   my
                hea dboard  and   the      top  of  my  hea d  as  he    pushes   ha rder  and   ha rder,
                the  bed  crashi ng  agains t the  wall with  ev er y push.
                    My   fing erna ils   dig   int o   the   skin   of   hi s   back   as   he   buries    hi s   face
                agains t my nec k.

                    “R yle, ” I whi sper.
                    “Oh,  God,” I say.
                    “R yle! ” I screa m.
                    And   the n  I  bite  down  on  hi s  sho ulder     to  muffle  ev er y  sound   tha t
                comes   after  it.  My  who le  body  feel s  it—f rom  my  hea d  to  my  toes   and
                back up again.
                    I’m  afraid  I  might   litera lly  pass  out  for  a  moment ,  so  I  tight en  my

                leg s   around    hi m   and    he   ten ses .   “Jesus,   Lily.”   His   body   ripples    with
                tremo rs,  and   he    sho ves   agains t  me   one   last  time.   He   groans ,  stilling
                hi msel f on  top of me.  His body jerk s with  hi s rel ea se  and  my hea d falls
                back agains t the  pillow.
                    It’s   a   full   minut e   bef ore   ei ther   of   us   is   able   to   move.    And    ev en
                then,  we cho ose  no t to. He  pres ses  hi s face  int o the  pillow and  let s out

                a  deep   sigh.   “I  can’t  .  .  .”   He  pulls  back  and   looks  down    at  me.   His
                ey es  are  full of somet hi ng  . . . I don’t kno w wha t. He  pres ses  hi s lips to
                mine  and  then  says, “You were  so right .”
                    “About wha t?”
                    He   slowly   pulls   out   of   me,    coming    down    on   hi s   forea rms.   “You
                warned   me.   You  said  one  time  with  you  wouldn’t  be  eno ugh.   You  said
                you   were    like   a   drug.   But   you   failed    to   tel l   me   you   wer e   the   most

                addictive  kind .”
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