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MERMAID GIRL

Being an independent music artist I have
other music artist judge me on my music
I would say after I lost my when I never asked them on any advice
grandmother everything changed on my music and to me that’s wrong…
but honestly it was the same even So, know one thing about the music
before she passed so my family will world! Listen closely because this is the
never change let alone face up to best advice I'm going to give! …!!
the per facts that there sick in the
head. So, with that being said I had
to think what was best for myself
as well as my kids and husband.

I have learned to better myself and
raise my kids and be the best mom I can
be since I never had the bond I always
wanted from my mother and honestly, I
probably never will because I just never
have deep connection with her. The
same with my father I never had a deep
connection with him either, he hurts me
just as much as my mom has by not
wanting to be a part of my life let alone
my kid's life.

He would always make up some excuse
to not see me or have a day with me.
Then one day I just decided it was time
to just live a better life for myself and
stop trying to force everyone to love me.
I can not force them all to love me when
I myself do not know what love is except
the love I share with my kids and being
the best mom, and I will always be for
them

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