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wherever we go. Maybe, it’s not about being beautiful or ugly. Maybe, it’s
                just about being happy or  sad.  And  yes,  there would  be times when  you
                would be sad, but the moment you decide to smile again, you’re beautiful

                again, you’re beautiful always.
                   As promised, Parvathi comes to see me post sunset. A few minutes later,
                we  lie next to each other beneath a full moon as  we  gaze at the endless
                night  sky  that  is  absorbed  in  the  cold  breeze  from  the  sea  and  the  water
                twinkling from the lights of the shacks.

                   ‘Ricky feels I am not good enough yet!’

                   ‘Ricky is a retired psycho. I had warned you. I should not have taken you
                to Ricky’s.’
                   ‘Look up towards the sky. Infinite, isn’t it?’

                   ‘Look  within  and  you’ll  realize  you’re  infinite  too,’  she  smiles  with
                belief.

                   Her faith in me urges me to share my sweet little secret with her. ‘Elisha
                is my mother.’
                   Her eyes open wide in amazement. She stays silent for a while and says,
                ‘Are  you  out  of  your  mind?  If  that’s  true,  you  must  tell  everyone  and
                become a superstar.’

                   ‘Someday, I will. Not now. I want to keep away from the media glare. I
                wish  to  know  more  about  my  mother.  That’s  my  goal.  Especially,  what
                happened to her. Dad  told me that they never found  her body. I  feel she

                must be living under an alternate identity, you know!’
                   ‘I am with you in this journey. Consider me as your closest confidant. I
                will help you.’

                   ‘Will I be able to find her? Ever?’
                   ‘Walking away from anything in life is easy. But to stay resolute, to hold
                on, to wait for the sunrise is difficult. You’re doing just that!’

                   ‘Do you have any friends here?’
                   ‘Not really, most of them left to pursue higher education. My family has

                financial constraints. I like to assist my mother at the orphanage. I will also
                join as a nurse there.’
                   ‘Boyfriend?’
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