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My own living space was a shack in the back of the yard. It had a window,

               clean  walls  with  white  paint,  and  provided  enough  space  to  accommodate  an
               unmarried young man his meager needs. I had a bed, a desk and a chair, and
               enough room to unroll my prayer rug five times a day. It suited me just fine then
               and it suits me fine now.
                   I cooked for Mr. Wahdati, a skill I had picked up first from observing my late
               mother  and  later  from  an  elderly  Uzbek  cook  who  worked  at  a  household  in
               Kabul where I had served for a year as his help. I was also, and quite happily,
               Mr. Wahdati’s chauffeur. He owned a mid-1940s model Chevrolet, blue with a
               tan top, matching blue vinyl seats, and chrome wheels, a handsome car that drew
               lingering looks wherever we went. He allowed me to drive because I had proven
               myself to be a prudent and skilled driver, and, besides, he was the rare breed of
               man who did not enjoy the act of operating a car.

                   Please  do  not  think  I  am  boasting,  Mr.  Markos,  when  I  say  I  was  a  good
               servant.  Through  careful  observation,  I  had  familiarized  myself  with  Mr.
               Wahdati’s  likes  and  dislikes,  his  quirks,  his  peeves.  I  had  come  to  know  his
               habits and rituals well. For instance, every morning after breakfast he liked to go
               for  a  stroll.  He  disliked  walking  alone,  however,  and  thus  I  was  expected  to
               accompany him. I abided by this wish, of course, though I did not see the point
               of my presence. He hardly said a word to me in the course of these walks and
               seemed  forever  lost  in  his  own  thoughts.  He  walked  briskly,  hands  clamped
               behind  his  back,  nodding  at  passersby,  the  heels  of  his  well-polished  leather
               loafers clicking against the pavement. And because his long legs made strides I
               could not match, I was always falling behind and forced to catch up. The rest of
               the day, he mostly retreated to his study upstairs, reading or playing a game of

               chess against himself. He loved to draw—though I could not attest to his skills,
               at  least  not  then,  because  he  never  shared  his  artwork  with  me—and  I  would
               often catch him up in the study, by the window, or on the veranda, his brow
               furrowed  in  concentration,  his  charcoal  pencil  looping  and  circling  over  the
               sketch pad.
                   I drove him around the city every few days. He went to see his mother once a
               week. There were also family gatherings. And though Mr. Wahdati avoided most
               of them, he did attend on occasion, and so I would drive him there, to funerals,
               birthday parties, weddings. I drove him monthly to an art supply store, where he
               restocked  his  pastel  pencils,  his  charcoal,  and  his  erasers  and  sharpeners  and
               sketchbooks. Sometimes, he liked to sit in the backseat and just go for a drive. I
               would say, Where to, Sahib? and he would shrug, and I would say, Very well,
               Sahib, and I would shift into gear and off we would go. I would drive us around
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