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Our  wine  comes  then.  We  busy  ourselves  with  witnessing  and  then
               participating:  the  uncorking  and  tasting  and  pouring  and  toasting.  David
               congratulates me on Yahtzee.
                   “Are you sure?” he says, picking the thread back up. “Because sometimes I

               don’t . . .” He shakes his head. “Sometimes I’m not so sure.”
                   “Forget about my suggestion,” I say. “It was dumb. I shouldn’t have brought

               it up. Everything is already set.”
                   “Yeah?”
                   “Yes.”
                   We order, but we barely touch our food. We both know the truth of what sits

               now between us. And I should be scared, I should be terrified, but the thing I
               keep thinking, the thing that makes me answer affirmative, is that he didn’t ask

               the other question, the one I cannot conceive.
                   What happens if she doesn’t make it?
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