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Endometriosis Awareness        who stopped asking me to do things   placed on us from dealing with a disease
                      Month 2023               because I would always have to cancel   most know nothing about.
                                               plans, or have to leave early due to the
                Endometriosis                  pain I was in. These are memories that I   We must all work together to support

                                               buried a long time ago hoping to never   and comfort each other during this jour-
                A Whole-Body                   have to relive them but I know in my   ney. We can not get through it alone.
                                                                                 The next time someone says they are
                     Disease                   mission to hopefully bring awareness   in pain or are having a bad day, please
                                               to this disease and help other women
                                                                                 remember that just because someone
              By Shannon Pinder Hannawald      I would need to be completely honest.
                                                                                 looks OK on the outside doesn’t mean
            What is endometriosis? If you ask a   One night I had finally had it and I   they are OK on the inside. We all need
            doctor, endometriosis is defined as a   decided I couldn’t take it anymore. I   some sort of support and compassion
            painful disorder in which tissue simi-  went and got one of my medications   instead of judgment because you never
            lar to the tissue that normally lines the   and I took the entire bottle.  I didn’t care   know what battle someone else is fi ght-
            inside of your uterus — the endome-  anymore. I didn’t care who would be   ing.  Ask questions, educate yourself and

            trium — grows outside your uterus.   affected by my choice to do this. I didn’t   others so that each woman will know
            Endometriosis most commonly involves   care about anything at this point. My   she has someone in her corner. Having

            your ovaries, fallopian tubes and the   mom happened to walk in after I took   support from those closest to you or
            tissue lining your pelvis. It has now been   the bottle of medication. She called 911   even an acquaintance can make a true

            found on the lungs, brain and other   and I had to drink a bunch of charcoal   difference in someones life. If we know
            organs outside of the pelvic cavity.     to make me throw up the medication   we are supported it will help each of us


            However if you ask a woman who has   in my system. After that I was sent to a   to fight harder and be our own advocate
            been diagnosed with endometriosis they   hospital for treatment of my depression   until someone listens.
            will tell you endometriosis is a whole   but honestly, what was the point. Th ere   March is Endometriosis Awareness

            body disease that affects every part of   was not a single person who understood   Month so if you know someone who
            each woman in a diff erent way.    how I felt or what I was going through.    has been diagnosed with this disease ask

            Most know that endometriosis causes   After that night I decided I wasn’t going   questions or do a search to learn more.
            severe pain, infertility and numerous   to stop until I got answers. I needed to   There are many women who lose the
            other medical issues, but the way it   know what was causing me so much   mental and emotional battle this disease
            affects us mentally and emotionally is   pain not just physically but mentally and   causes and that is not acceptable and

            just as important. It takes on average   emotionally as well. Nobody should be   needs to be changed. My heart breaks
            ten years to receive a diagnosis, in which   made to feel like there is nothing wrong   each time I hear of an Endo sister who
            time most that know you don’t believe   with them because they “look OK on   feels she is so alone and cannot fight
            anything is wrong with you because   the outside.”                   anymore.

            the doctors do not find anything in the

                                               Aft er searching for five years, I fi nally   Endometriosis is a horrible disease;
            normal tests that are run. Endometriosis
                                               found a doctor that knew exactly what   physically, emotionally, and mentally.
            can only be diagnosed by laparoscopic
                                               was wrong with me the moment I told   However, if we have compassion and
            surgery.
                                               him my symptoms. Endometriosis?     understanding for each other, it makes
            In my personal story, I spent the fi rst fi ve   Why had nobody else known this or   it a little easier to get through the hard
            years of the doctors telling my parents I   even mentioned this to my parents.     days.
            was lying because I wanted to get out of   Once I was diagnosed I was faced with   For more Info: Endo Warriors of the
            school. It all started when I was 15 and   a whole new set of fears, lifetime pain,   Eastern Shore - www.endowarriorsoft -
            I was in excruciating pain that nobody   infertility, doctors who weren’t really   heeasternshore.com and www.facebook.
            seemed to know anything about or had   educated on this disease and many other   com/endowarrorsoft heeasternshore.
            any desire to help me figure out what   chronic illnesses that are linked to endo-

            was wrong. I now know as I look back   metriosis.                        2nd Annual Wear Yellow
            my parents didn’t really have much of a

                                               There have been hard days the past 25      for Endo Day
            choice but to believe the doctors but it
                                               years.  Days or weeks of being in a dark
            took me a long time to be able to under-                                We are asking everyone to wear
                                               place with depression and anxiety but
            stand that and forgive the people who                                     yellow, light their house up
                                               I know I have to fight through them.
            were supposed to love and protect me.                                    yellow, and then post to the
                                               I have to help other women not get to
                                                                                     Endo Warriors of the Eastern
            I spent the first two years in a severe   the place I was that night I decided to   Shore Facebook page.  The more
            depression because there was nobody   take that medication and end it all.  Th is   yellow the better because that

            that would listen to me. I had doctors   disease affects each of us diff erently, but   means people are listening and
            telling my family I was lying, friends   I can tell you each of us face the same   want to help.
                                               emotional and mental issues that are
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