Page 103 - ILIAS ATHANASIADIS AKA RO1

not in a mood After work at 3 am straight home, Nikos was waiting

for me and I knew he would. He said if I need to talk to and I said

yes I love to talk to someone but seems to me ids no one around.

You can talk tome he said.

I look at him straight in to his eyes and I lost it I never scream but

insideI was.

Then again some things they nust be told and keep looking inside to

his eyes as if I wanted to reach his soul and bnearly did then I stoped

I don’t want to hurt anyone specially him OK

I said for the sake of love I will say couple of things just to get them

out of my system the only thing I ask from you is please no matter

what do not touch me or hug me because I am very sensitive right

now and so lost your hug will kill me .

I light a marlboro and I just been honest and I will tell you how I

trully fee;.

We both have the same virus and yours is more progressive who

tells me that tomorrow It may be my turn and I will replace you on

the bed it can happen right?

But for one moment I never thought of that because I was worried

about you worried I may come back from wotk and you are dead

worried for everything and I am not even 30 years old and I am tired

of worry.

I am scared loosing you because I fucking loved you so much I cant

thinnk life without you.