Page 107 - ILIAS ATHANASIADIS AKA RO1

Do not try to play heroe because none of us is we are as strong as

we can be and we can take pain as much as we can bare it but I am

not a heroe .

Once your eyes was my exit to dreams I was looking the world and

now all I can see is a little human asking for help and help is not

coming.

Hurt me then I am old man and I can take it, I choose to love you

and to be with you because I fucking loved you and yes still do

that’s why I ask you not to touch me because if you do I will end up

slave again in your arms where always felt safe and warm but this

time I choose to not feel warm and safe but cold and Alone.

This is who I turn to be under your guidance you teach me how to

think how to act when to act. I will miss you so much only I know

how much but I will survive your loss will be great but I learn how

to deal you told me how.

That night you re played God and I look up to you how can someone

not believe or forget the God .

Do you remember how many times I had God inside me and I praise

your name to all the know of us.

I end up writing lines for you and sometimes they made sense some

other tomes didn’t but to me you ‘re special and you will remain

until my last breath.

Your ignorance you put me in that corner and you hurt me and hurt

me and I am begin you to stop but you don’t listen and to finish me

in front of me you call her baby love and all those meaningless

words for what