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Puzzled

Get to know Paul very well and spending time with him reasonable time I should say
left me with a big question.

What type of a man that makes me?

Maybe I like spent time with him and maybe I am or I become as fucked up as he is.

My last action left me evn more worried because my violent action left a question
mark and I add to many marks on myself which means I start to doubt myself, last time

I spoke to paul face to face.

After a friend of his told me that Paul tried to put my dog in the washing machine
because I love the dog more than I loved him. I lost my self when he told me that, after

work finish at 3 am from Bromptons I went to Paul’s house I knew he s awake he open
the door and I was calm when I ask him if theis is true.

Ilias: Paul I have been told that you tried to put my dog in the washing machine , I

want to ask you and please be honest and what ever you say I will bel;ieve you , did
you or did you not try to put my dog in the washing machine?

Paul: No I have not I like your dog who ever told you this he is a liar.

Ilioas: I do believe you so I will forget about it and move on, I think it’s cruel to treart

a dog like this .

I turn and I start to walk towards the stairs when I heard him sayin “ Of course I did
and I ll do it again if I have too”

For ten seconds my mind went black nothing exists exept me and Paul and I am a

giant, there is no police there is no law ther is no God there is no system there is
nothing but I am a God and I saw a broomstick under the stairs I grap it and when I

done with it I panic.

Paul was bleeding on the floor while I beat him more harder and harder.