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His flat was a mess half of the stuff broken I look at him and my last words were. “ if I
see you outside my house again I will kill you and I mean it you haven’t seen anything
from me yet if you are a twisted cunt I can be as bad.

If you see me out make sure you disappear because no matter where we are going to be
I well go for you believe my words and don’t ignore them this is your end”

I left his place and driving home I was scared the Police will be right behind me. Did I

mean those words?

Of course not I never in my life beat anybody or had a fight, but the thought that he try
to put my dog in the washing machine it make me sick to my stomach.

Paul is not human because if he is I am ashamed I am the same species as he is, tonight

brought me memories from my childhood and my father beating up my mother,

I was crying for my mother and promising and wishing to become a man faster to do the
same to my father, every day my hate was growing bigger and bigger.

First time I felt sorry for myself because as a child you need your father to protect you

to make you feel safe to prepare you for the world to make you strong but all I did was
hate him and wish him dead

When I join the army, I was with some friends and my father happen to pass by and
when he looked at me he admire me “ You are a big man you grow up so fast” all I did

was spit on his face and walk the other way.

How can a man beat up his wife after she gave him three children, look after him
provide him with a house and loyalty how how. He is not a man but a monster and

deserve nothing but hell.

As my life goes on and learn more about people and how cruel and evil we can be also
we can be kind, good deed, empathetic, and all the good stuff we know off, that made

me think my fathers childhood.

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