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Rejection is the best Afro-Desiac yes it is when it comes to sex but in ral every

   day life is poison and it slow release, you grow up thinking you are not wanted
   there for you are not good enough, useless, ugly and the list goes on.



   To copy with the pain and loneliness you need more poison and you look to find

   some comfort in the drugs and some fake lifestyle, you know this is not a solution
   but itt is an easy way out and you take the chance you can’t help it



   I was stupid because till the age of 30 more or less I was doing OK by hiding my

   feelings which make me look like a cold no emotion man or by looking on the
   other direction after that I gave in.



   My drug use started as recreational , parties and the ecstacy was once a week or

   every two weeks then add a line of coke someone offer you then two lines of
   course you like the buzz that’s why everyone takes them.



   Statistics are 98% of earth population have or has taken drugs that includes the

   ones who taken one line once in their lives.



   Drugs are not racist or homophobic or gender they are for everyone no matter if
   you work for the council if you are an artist, a policeman, a barrister a judge or

   even god you take drugs, it is a matter of luck if you ever will be found.



   I know a Judge he uses Crystal meth and when he is tired and has a big case the
   next day he asks for it. I know barristers they take drugs and I know Policemen

   they take and they sell it .



   Since ancient times people do use drugs. Heroin is a pain killet so is the weewd.
   My grandfather was telling me in the first world war to copy with the pain they

   use to chew a specific leaf which they found everywhere those days in the fielfds.
   He never or didn’t know the name of the leaf but it was well known rto the

   soldiers for the pain.



   Many drugs can alter a person’s thinking and judgment, and can lead to health
   risks, including addiction, drugged driving, infectious disease, and adverse effects
   on pregnancy. Information on commonly used drugs with the potential for misuse

   or addiction can be found here.
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