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And they know this is why half way to a story they change it only to confuse

     more the situation at the end one way out is for you to slam in order to
     understand what they are talking about.



      The sad think is more and more gay men get into slam from the younger

     generation to older the numbers are going higher and the only way out is to
     STOP SLAMMING.



     My good friend  - we are no longer friends- when he was slamming he was

     doing a big hit so to last him all night.



      I was scared for the moment to come when he will stop breathing because it
     was horrible experience when he pull the needle out he was taking a deep

     breath and sometimes it was ages before he start to breath again.



     After that he was high as a bird but those 20 seconds I was going to hell and
     back from fear.



     Myself I did try to slam once in a sex party but seconds before the needle find

     my skin I pull out because I know myself if I like something I will go all the
     way to extreme just to have the full service of it.



     Slam it will be my death sentence so I kept away from it and if I was

     somewhere where they re slamming I use to go because they go to another
     lever and you can’t compete with them only couple of hours after they may
     come down to your level and can communicate again.




     Pointless to wait around to have sex with a slammer because it will be a
     disaster , take it from my experience it will never happen.



     I ask many slammers about the high and they all gaave me the same answer so

     I believe them as to how high you get and what do you feel more than smoking
     tina or snorting it.



     The gap is huge and you can never catch their high no matter how much you
     smoke or snort.
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