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And they know this is why half way to a story they change it only to confuse
more the situation at the end one way out is for you to slam in order to
understand what they are talking about.
The sad think is more and more gay men get into slam from the younger
generation to older the numbers are going higher and the only way out is to
STOP SLAMMING.
My good friend - we are no longer friends- when he was slamming he was
doing a big hit so to last him all night.
I was scared for the moment to come when he will stop breathing because it
was horrible experience when he pull the needle out he was taking a deep
breath and sometimes it was ages before he start to breath again.
After that he was high as a bird but those 20 seconds I was going to hell and
back from fear.
Myself I did try to slam once in a sex party but seconds before the needle find
my skin I pull out because I know myself if I like something I will go all the
way to extreme just to have the full service of it.
Slam it will be my death sentence so I kept away from it and if I was
somewhere where they re slamming I use to go because they go to another
lever and you can’t compete with them only couple of hours after they may
come down to your level and can communicate again.
Pointless to wait around to have sex with a slammer because it will be a
disaster , take it from my experience it will never happen.
I ask many slammers about the high and they all gaave me the same answer so
I believe them as to how high you get and what do you feel more than smoking
tina or snorting it.
The gap is huge and you can never catch their high no matter how much you
smoke or snort.