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and my stress got better when I saw his face handsome as always he

was waiting for me. I hold him and stayed there for some time.

At this point I will mention the fact Nikos already took the test for

HIV and came back POSITIVE he never told me anything and I

never suspect it .

As we spent the night talking the HIV issue came up and he told me

to go for test because he did and waithing for the results.

I got scared and ask him what is thechances of us been pozitive he

was sweet ans calm me down and he told me no matter what we will

be together to fight it.

The weekend was a very good one been with Nikos was just good

the worry for the HIV test got escalated on Monday when he went

back to Xanthi and I went to get the results from the Private Clinic

under the name Professor Roumeliotou.

On my way there I was thinking what is the chancs of being HIV

Positive, I am out as a Gay man the last year alone I have sex with 5

men and the sixth was my partner Nikos I mean I do not recall orgies

or nasty sex and I never use condoms that is the truth.

In fact I had no idea whay condom was at that point. I got to the

clinic and I sat on an empty cold office even the colours were cold it

make me feel uncomfortable.

After half an hour wait a tall skinny woman open the door short hair

cold face almost no expression sat down and ask me how am I

feeling . I told her I am good no problems and then she went on to

tell me the results of the bloods.