Page 81 - ILIAS ATHANASIADIS AKA RO1

Often my nightmares were about me and death.

Nikos was very sympatetic and he somehow blame himself for

giving me the virus.

His sex history involved black men and the rumour has it that black

men are more likely to have the virus that was just fake news as by

now we Know anybody can get it.

Next I saw Nikos was two months after the airline tickets were too

expensive and his wages not that great however we manage to spent

a weekend at list once a month.

We cried at each others arms and spend the weekend looking at eaxh

other and the only questions was coming to our gead was the classic

WHY US? WHY ME?

There is no answer to this as there is not Why us and Why me, it is

as it is we have to deal with it as best as we can better our lifestyle

live better stop smoking and I have not done any of this as I thought

let it be when my turn comes I will admit myself to death.

The only thing I did was the deal I have made with the virus. One

day I had the ideaof making the viorus a friend.

So I had a discussion and I said to the virus you are inside me and

nothing we can do to come out while you are there lets at list be

friends I will look after youi and you will look after me and the virus

aagreed. So in good terms I take control and look after myself and

for thevirus to breath once a month or twice I don’t take my

medication and that way I allow the virus to have a break do his beat

and back to normal.

Deal closed and sealed and 30 years now as a positive man I have