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78                      AN EXILE OF THE MIND                                                                      BOMBED BUT NOT BOWED                           79


                                                                                                                                           looming  red-bricked  in the  next
                                                                                                                                           street,  sat  a back row  of  scholars
                                                                                                                                           on a platform. Raised to segregate
                                                                                                                                           brainpower from the duffers in front.
                                                                                                                                           From this lofty perch I made regular
                                                                                                                                           excursions into a limbo of fantasy,
                                                                                                                                           usually  unnoticed. Daydreaming
                                                                                                                                           provided a safe haven in a world of
                                                                                                                                           no  limitation.  A  pollyannic  flight
                                                                                                                                           into the  solitude  of the  mind to
                                                                                                                                           reveal hidden talents never thought
                                                                                                                                           possible.
                                                                                                                                              Daydreamers in  school were
                                                                                                                                           considered feckless. Unwilling to
                                                                                                                                           accept rules or standards as the norm
                                                                                                                                           and follow dutifully the status quo of
                                                                                                                                           the herd. Discouraged by teachers
                                                                                                                                           lest the mind be ensnared in a rat’s
                                                                                                                                           nest of the senses. Not one teacher
                                                                                                                                           asked what I aspired to be. A doctor,
                                                                                                                                           a teacher, a candlestick maker?
                                                                                                                                              Taking a  peek  into  the  future
                                                                                                                                           my spirit soared. Limitations  were
                                                                                                                                           left  behind  and I could  imagine
                                                                                                                                           my life as I wanted it to be. Not to
                                                                                                                                           dream my dreams but to live them.
                                                                                                                                           I travelled between two worlds. The
                                                                                                                                           world as it was with its squalor and
                                                                                                                                           dangers, and an exotic world of my
                                                                                                                                           imagination in faraway places. With
                                                                                                                                           my feet  swinging  away  the  school
                                                                                                                                           hours until the bell rang.


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