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78  AN EXILE OF THE MIND        BOMBED BUT NOT BOWED                            79


                                                looming  red-bricked  in the  next
                                                street,  sat  a back row  of  scholars
                                                on a platform. Raised to segregate
                                                brainpower from the duffers in front.
                                                From this lofty perch I made regular
                                                excursions into a limbo of fantasy,
                                                usually  unnoticed. Daydreaming
                                                provided a safe haven in a world of
                                                no  limitation.  A  pollyannic  flight
                                                into the  solitude  of the  mind to
                                                reveal hidden talents never thought
                                                possible.
                                                   Daydreamers in  school were
                                                considered feckless. Unwilling to
                                                accept rules or standards as the norm
                                                and follow dutifully the status quo of
                                                the herd. Discouraged by teachers
                                                lest the mind be ensnared in a rat’s
                                                nest of the senses. Not one teacher
                                                asked what I aspired to be. A doctor,
                                                a teacher, a candlestick maker?
                                                   Taking a  peek  into  the  future
                                                my spirit soared. Limitations  were
                                                left  behind  and I could  imagine
                                                my life as I wanted it to be. Not to
                                                dream my dreams but to live them.
                                                I travelled between two worlds. The
                                                world as it was with its squalor and
                                                dangers, and an exotic world of my
                                                imagination in faraway places. With
                                                my feet  swinging  away  the  school
                                                hours until the bell rang.


                                                Celebrating VE Day in Nuneaton.
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