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ikvyN QOt dy lYvl ’qy ieh hOlI-hOlI ifvYlp ho irhw sI [ ies pRwsYs dy iv`c ie`k AMgryz
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jdik s`cweI ieh hY ik auh jdoN vI eIst ieMfIAw kµpnI dIAW AwriQk nIqIAW dI g`l
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bxwauxw hY, jo ieMplImYNt krvwauxw hY auh AMgRyz ny krvwauxw hY, hwlwq jo ny auh swfy
swirAW dy swhmxy ny, so jdoN auh aus kwƒn dw shwrw lY ky dilq ƒ smwijk Tuµmxw dy rhy
ny qW ausƒ smJx dI zrUrq hY [ hux mYN isMbOilklI ie`k AMgRyz pYdw kr ilAw, jo iehnW
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nhIN kihMdw ik AMgryz ie`Qy Aw ky SoSx krqw nhIN rihMdw [ auh SoSx kr irhw hY smu`cy
BwrqIAW dw, pr ieh ausdI kwnspIrysI kho, ausdI idAwnqdwrI kho ik dilq ƒ spys
dy irhw hY, hwlWik bhuq G`t spys dy irhw hY [ ies g`l sµbµDI ShId Bgq isMG hurW dw jo
lyK hY ‘ACUq dw svwl’ bhuq mh`qvpUrn hY [ ies leI dilq dy drd ƒ koeI smJx
vwlw hI nhIN hY, iesy krky jykr Awid Drm mMfl lihr ku`J shwrw dy rhI hY qW Bgq
isMG iesdy ip`Cy iksy swizS qoN ienkwrI nhIN hn, prµqU auhnW dI isMpQI jo hY, auh iPr
vI ies lihr pRqI hY [ ieh bhuq hI sµvydnSIl svwl hY [ bhuq hI kµplIkyitf vI hY [
iesƒ mwnvI sµvydnw nwl smJx dI zrUrq hY, jwqI nPrq nwl nhIN [ hux ies p`K
iv`c mYN Bwg m`l pwgl dI ihstrI vI id`qI hY qy ausdI ivcwrDwrw vI [ prµqU jdoN
kwmryf vwlw p`K SurU huµdw qW mYN ausdI ihstrI nhIN id`qI, auh QOt qoN hI SurU huµdw [ AOr
ieh QOt tYryirzm qy styt tYryirzm dw [ Pyr ausdy swry hI ieiqhwsk p`K auh KMgwldw hY [
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vI Bwg m`l pwgl dy nwl hI KVw hY [ Pyr qIsrw krYktr hY irtwier pRoPYsr jOhl [ hux
auhƒ mYN syvw mukq kih irhW [ syvw mukq dw mqlb smwj iv`c kI hY ik auh hux niK`D
ho igAw [ hux ie`Qy mYN kI kih irhW? mYN kih irhW ik ijhVy PUhV lok ny, auh mynstRIm ’c
ny qy ijhVw bu`DIjIvI hY, pRoPYsr hY, auh mwrjnlweIzf ho igAw [ auh vI sbtY~kst ’c
Aw igAw [ auhdI vI mYN ihstOrIkl bYkgrwauNf koeI nhIN id`qI [ hux auh swry styt dy
vrqwry ƒ, swrIAW srkwrW ƒ, klonIAl lIgysI ƒ, isstm ƒ auh jwxdw hY, smJdw hY
qy aus bwry ivcwr kr irhw hY [ auh vI ies FWcy bwry g`l kr irhw ik ieh FWcw bixAw
ikvyN hY qy ieh hyTlw au~prly nwl ikvyN juiVAw hoieAw hY [

svwl- AsIN ieh vI dyKdy hW ik ijhVw porSn qusIN sbtY~kst vwlw ilAw hY, auh buVbuV hY [ iehdw
kI rh`s hY [ ieh buVbuV kI hY qy ikauN hY?
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