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id`qIAW jWdIAW ny, auhnW dw sµvwd hI Kqm kr id`qw jWdw [ fwielwg hI iksy nwl nhIN [
                                   buVbuV Sbd qW AwieAw, ikauNik ieh iqMny iDrW eyny duKWq iv`c ny, ieh iksy nwl g`l vI
                                   nhIN kr skdIAW [ Awpxy Awp nwl hI g`lW krI jw rhy ny, ijvyN nIm pwgl ho gey hox [ ieh
                                   nIm pwgl kr id`qy gey lok ny [ dilq, lYPt qy ieMtylYkcuAl [ myrI soswietI ’c, mYN iehƒ PV
                                   irhw hW, mYN ies smyN ƒ ilK irhw hW [ auhƒ sµvwd iv`coN bwhr k`F id`qw igAw [
                            svwl-  iPr ieh iqMny nwn-iPkSnl ny [ Aijhw ikauN?
                            kwlI-  mYN kihMdw hW ik ieh nwn-iPkSnl nhIN hYgy, ieh iPkSnl krYktr ny [ mYN iehnW ƒ aus
                                   lihjy iv`c pyS kIqw hY [ ieh myrI jugq hY [ hux iehnW ƒ iPr nwn-iPkSn dy nwl hI
                                   iPkSn bxwaux leI vI ie`k jugq dw mYN iesqymwl kIqw hY [ auh jugq hY ik kwmryf dI
                                   buVbuV iv`c ie`k ienivzIvl prsn hY, jo swry kumYNt au~pr ktwKS krdw hY qy gwL k`Fdw
                                   hY [ auh idKdw nhIN [ AMq au~pr aus pwgl dw pol Ku`lHdw hY [ so ieh myrw AYkspYrImYNt sI [
                                   iesy qrHW, ijhVw Bwg m`l pwgl vwlw Bwg hY, aus iv`c ausdI pqnI iblku`l iPkSnl
                                   r`Kx dI koiSS kIqI hY qy ausdw ivhwr kmwl icqirAY [ mYN qW kihMdw ik ieh buVbuV krdy
                                   krYktr vI qW iPkSnl hI ny [ iesy qrHW pRoPYsr jdoN buVbuV krdw hY qW ie`k ibrqWq
                                   ausdI buVbuV iv`c ausdI mW qy pqnI dw c`l irhw hY, jo ik iPkSnl hY [ ies leI iehƒ
                                   myrI jugq kho, nwn-iPkSn nhIN [ ieh pRXog hY [ ie`Qy mYN ie`k QoVHI ijhI Srwrq kIqI hY,
                                   pwTk nwl [ jW iehƒ qusIN myrI pwlIitks kho [ mYN iliKAw ik ieh krYktr jo ny ieh
                                   iPkSnl nhIN hYgy [ hux mYN ieh kihMdw hW ik krYktr qW koeI vI iPkSnl nhIN huµdw [ bwkI
                                   ijhVy ny auh ikhVw iPkSnl ny [ auh vI qW swfy smwj dw hI ih`sw ny, ijvyN ieh iqMn ny [
                                   pr ie`k ijhVI mroVI huµdI hY, ijhƒ swihiqk Ehlw kihMdy ny, aus Ehly iv`c swrIAW g`lW
                                   ho rhIAW huµdIAW ny [ pr ijhVw mYN ilK id`qw qy ku`J lokW dy nwm auhI ieiqhwsk rihx
                                   id`qy, ieh vI Awpxy nwvl ƒ nvW rUp dyx leI hI kIqw hY [ ieh pRXog hI hY qy ieh kihx
                                   dI koiSS hY ik BweI swihq iv`c ku`J vI iPkSn ijhw nhIN huµdw, isrP ie`k Ehlw huµdw hY,
                                   ip`Cy auhI lok huµdy ny [ qusIN ^ud hI huµdy ho [ cµfIgVH iltrycr PYstIvl vwilAW ny iesy
                                   ‘SWqI prv’ ƒ sYlIbryt kIqw [ lyKk nwl g`lW krn qoN pihlW auhnW iehdw ie`k Bwg
                                   nwtk bxw ky pyS kIqw [ ieh Bwg auh sI ijhdy iv`c ibrqWqkwr dw BxoeIAw mwnisk qOr
                                   au~qy ih`l jWdw hY [ bVw drdnwk sIn hY [ hux hoieAw kI ik auh myrI AwpxI skI BYx nwl
                                   vwprIAW GtnwvW sn [ myry nwl Kud nwl vwprIAW [ nwtk dyK ky myrw qW kwljw pwtxw
                                   Aw igAw [ iPr ausy vkq mYN drSkW dy rUbrU hoxw sI [ mYƒ pMj imMt sihj huµdy ƒ hI l`g gey [
                                   ies leI iPkSn ku`J nhIN [ pr s`B ku`J iPkSn Ehly dy ip`Cy [ ie`k hor g`l kih dyvW ik
                                   ies swry kwsy bwry mYN bhuq sucyq hW [ mYƒ pqw hY ik mYN isrP swihq nhIN ilK irhw, mYN
                                   Awpxy smyN dI ihstrI ilK irhw hW [ mYN pihlW ilKI hoeI ihstrI ƒ drusq vI kr irhw hW [
                                   ies krky vI myry swihq iv`coN quhwƒ iPkSn AYlImYNt keI vwr G`t idKweI idMdy ny, kTor
                                   XQwrQ izAwdw huµdw [
                            svwl-  hW, iblku`l, quhwfy SihrI Awly-duAwly vwly ikrdwrW dI g`l krnI hovy, quhwfy ipMf dy
                                   ikrdwrW dI g`l krnI hovy, qW ieh swry quhwƒ idKweI dyx l`gdy ny [ prµqU qyrw XQwrQ jo hY,
                                   auh iehnW qoN AgWh hY [ ieh pwqr hYn vI qyry, qyry nhIN vI hYn [ ieh sµquln qUµ ikvyN bxwauNdw
                                   eyN?
                            kwlI-  quhwfy ies svwl bwry mYN kihxw cwhuµdw hW ik lyKk ny s`c jW XQwrQ qoN vI prHW dw kuJ


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