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sibility for it; as who should say ‘the ‘hierarchy,’ don’t you
         know, as silly people call it.’ But then, if it was so absurd,
         why  did  he  say  the  ‘hierarchy’?  A  moment  later  he  went
         on: ‘Her acting will give you as noble an inspiration as any
         masterpiece of art in the world, as—oh, I don’t know—‘ and
         he began to laugh, ‘shall we say the Queens of Chartres?’
         Until then I had supposed that his horror of having to give
         a serious opinion was something Parisian and refined, in
         contrast to the provincial dogmatism of my grandmother’s
         sisters; and I had imagined also that it was characteristic of
         the mental attitude towards life of the circle in which Swann
         moved, where, by a natural reaction from the ‘lyrical’ en-
         thusiasms of earlier generations, an excessive importance
         was given to small and precise facts, formerly regarded as
         vulgar, and anything in the nature of ‘phrase-making’ was
         banned. But now I found myself slightly shocked by this at-
         titude which Swann invariably adopted when face to face
         with generalities. He appeared unwilling to risk even hav-
         ing an opinion, and to be at his ease only when he could
         furnish, with meticulous accuracy, some precise but unim-
         portant detail. But in so doing he did not take into account
         that even here he was giving an opinion, holding a brief (as
         they say) for something, that the accuracy of his details had
         an importance of its own. I thought again of the dinner that
         night, when I had been so unhappy because Mamma would
         not be coming up to my room, and when he had dismissed
         the balls given by the Princesse de Léon as being of no im-
         portance. And yet it was to just that sort of amusement that
         he was devoting his life. For what other kind of existence

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