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grew any less. The facts of life do not penetrate to the sphere
         in which our beliefs are cherished; as it was not they that
         engendered those beliefs, so they are powerless to destroy
         them; they can aim at them continual blows of contradiction
         and disproof without weakening them; and an avalanche of
         miseries and maladies coming, one after another, without
         interruption into the bosom of a family, will not make it
         lose faith in either the clemency of its God or the capacity of
         its physician. But when M. Vinteuil regarded his daughter
         and himself from the point of view of the world, and of their
         reputation, when he attempted to place himself by her side
         in the rank which they occupied in the general estimation
         of their neighbours, then he was bound to give judgment, to
         utter his own and her social condemnation in precisely the
         terms which the inhabitant of Combray most hostile to him
         and his daughter would have employed; he saw himself and
         her in ‘low,’ in the very ‘lowest water,’ inextricably stranded;
         and his manners had of late been tinged with that humil-
         ity, that respect for persons who ranked above him and to
         whom he must now look up (however far beneath him they
         might hitherto have been), that tendency to search for some
         means of rising again to their level, which is an almost me-
         chanical result of any human misfortune.
            One day, when we were walking with Swann in one of
         the streets of Combray, M. Vinteuil, turning out of anoth-
         er street, found himself so suddenly face to face with us all
         that he had not time to escape; and Swann, with that almost
         arrogant charity of a man of the world who, amid the dis-
         solution of all his own moral prejudices, finds in another’s

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