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repeating its double journey. Thrust towards the bank, its
         stalk  would  be  straightened  out,  lengthened,  strained  al-
         most to breaking-point until the current again caught it,
         its green moorings swung back over their anchorage and
         brought the unhappy plant to what might fitly be called its
         starting-point, since it was fated not to rest there a moment
         before moving off once again. I would still find it there, on
         one walk after another, always in the same helpless state,
         suggesting certain victims of neurasthenia, among whom
         my grandfather would have included my aunt Léonie, who
         present without modification, year after year, the spectacle
         of their odd and unaccountable habits, which they always
         imagine themselves to be on the point of shaking off, but
         which they always retain to the end; caught in the treadmill
         of their own maladies and eccentricities, their futile endea-
         vours to escape serve only to actuate its mechanism, to keep
         in motion the clockwork of their strange, ineluctable, fatal
         daily round. Such as these was the water-lily, and also like
         one  of  those  wretches  whose  peculiar  torments,  repeated
         indefinitely  throughout  eternity,  aroused  the  curiosity  of
         Dante, who would have inquired of them at greater length
         and in fuller detail from the victims themselves, had not
         Virgil, striding on ahead, obliged him to hasten after him at
         full speed, as I must hasten after my parents.
            But farther on the current slackened, where the stream
         ran through a property thrown open to the public by its
         owner, who had made a hobby of aquatic gardening, so that
         the little ponds into which the Vivonne was here diverted
         were aflower with water-lilies. As the banks at this point

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