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appointed place on the earth’s surface, and at no other; in a
         word they were entirely real. They became even more real to
         me when my father, by saying: ‘Well, you can stay in Venice
         from  the  20th  to  the  29th,  and  reach  Florence  on  Easter
         morning,’ made them both emerge, no longer only from the
         abstraction  of  Space,  but  from  that  imaginary  Time  in
         which we place not one, merely, but several of our travels at
         once,  which  do  not  greatly  tax  us  since  they  are  but
         possibilities,—that Time which reconstructs itself so effec-
         tively that one can spend it again in one town after one has
         already spent it in another—and consecrated to them some
         of those actual, calendar days which are certificates of the
         genuineness of what one does on them, for those unique
         days are consumed by being used, they do not return, one
         cannot live them again here when one has lived them else-
         where; I felt that it was towards the week that would begin
         with the Monday on which the laundress was to bring back
         the white waistcoat that I had stained with ink, that they
         were hastening to busy themselves with the duty of emerg-
         ing from that ideal Time in which they did not, as yet, exist,
         those two Queen Cities of which I was soon to be able, by
         the most absorbing kind of geometry, to inscribe the domes
         and towers on a page of my own life. But I was still on the
         way, only, to the supreme pinnacle of happiness; I reached it
         finally (for not until then did the revelation burst upon me
         that on the clattering streets, reddened by the light reflected
         from Giorgione’s frescoes, it was not, as I had, despite so
         many promptings, continued to imagine, the men ‘majestic
         and terrible as the sea, bearing armour that gleamed with

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