Page 639 - swanns-way
P. 639

threading through the crowd his supernatural form, Swann
         had gone to buy an umbrella. Among the events of the day,
         great and small, but all equally unimportant, that one alone
         aroused in me those peculiar vibrations by which my love
         for Gilberte was invariably stirred. My father complained
         that I took no interest in anything, because I did not lis-
         ten while he was speaking of the political developments that
         might follow the visit of King Theo-dosius, at that moment
         in France as the nation’s guest and (it was hinted) ally. And
         yet how intensely interested I was to know whether Swann
         had been wearing his hooded cape!
            ‘Did you speak to him?’ I asked.
            ‘Why, of course I did,’ answered my mother, who always
         seemed afraid lest, were she to admit that we were not on
         the warmest of terms with Swann, people would seek to rec-
         oncile us more than she cared for, in view of the existence
         of Mme. Swann, whom she did not wish to know. ‘It was he
         who came up and spoke to me. I hadn’t seen him.’
            ‘Then you haven’t quarrelled?’
            ‘Quarrelled? What on earth made you think that we had
         quarrelled?’ she briskly parried, as though I had cast doubt
         on the fiction of her friendly relations with Swann, and was
         planning an attempt to ‘bring them together.’
            ‘He might be cross with you for never asking him here.’
            ‘One  isn’t  obliged  to  ask  everyone  to  one’s  house,  you
         know; has he ever asked me to his? I don’t know his wife.’
            ‘But he used often to come, at Combray.’
            ‘I should think he did! He used to come at Combray, and
         now, in Paris, he has something better to do, and so have I.

                                                       639
   634   635   636   637   638   639   640   641   642   643   644