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of a little street in some country town, I came upon three
         alley-ways  that  converged,  and  facing  them  an  old  wall,
         rubbed, worn, crumbling, and unusually high; with win-
         dows pierced in it far overhead and the same asymmetrical
         appearance as the apse of Combray. And at that moment I
         did not say to myself, as at Chartres I might have done or at
         Rheims, with what strength the religious feeling had been
         expressed in its construction, but instinctively I exclaimed
         ‘The Church!’
            The church! A dear, familiar friend; close pressed in the
         Rue Saint-Hilaire, upon which its north door opened, by
         its  two  neighbours,  Mme.  Loiseau’s  house  and  the  phar-
         macy of M. Rapin, against which its walls rested without
         interspace; a simple citizen of Combray, who might have
         had her number in the street had the streets of Combray
         borne numbers, and at whose door one felt that the post-
         man ought to stop on his morning rounds, before going into
         Mme. Loiseau’s and after leaving M. Rapin’s, there existed,
         for all that, between the church and everything in Combray
         that was not the church a clear line of demarcation which
         I have never succeeded in eliminating from my mind. In
         vain might Mme. Loiseau deck her window-sills with fuch-
         sias, which developed the bad habit of letting their branches
         trail at all times and in all directions, head downwards, and
         whose flowers had no more important business, when they
         were big enough to taste the joys of life, than to go and cool
         their purple, congested cheeks against the dark front of the
         church; to me such conduct sanctified the fuchsias not at
         all; between the flowers and the blackened stones towards

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