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ally beautiful, but there is something in its quaint old face
         which pleases me. If it could play the piano, I am sure it
         would really play.’ And when she gazed on it, when her eyes
         followed  the  gentle  tension,  the  fervent  inclination  of  its
         stony slopes which drew together as they rose, like hands
         joined in prayer, she would absorb herself so utterly in the
         outpouring of the spire that her gaze seemed to leap up-
         wards with it; her lips at the same time curving in a friendly
         smile for the worn old stones of which the setting sun now
         illumined no more than the topmost pinnacles, which, at
         the point where they entered that zone of sunlight and were
         softened and sweetened by it, seemed to have mounted sud-
         denly far higher, to have become truly remote, like a song
         whose singer breaks into falsetto, an octave above the ac-
         companying air.
            It  was  the  steeple  of  Saint-Hilaire  which  shaped  and
         crowned and consecrated every occupation, every hour of
         the day, every point of view in the town. From my bedroom
         window I could discern no more than its base, which had
         been freshly covered with slates; but when on Sundays I saw
         these, in the hot light of a summer morning, blaze like a
         black sun I would say to myself: ‘Good heavens! nine o’clock!
         I must get ready for mass at once if I am to have time to
         go in and kiss aunt Léonie first,’ and I would know exactly
         what was the colour of the sunlight upon the Square, I could
         feel the heat and dust of the market, the shade behind the
         blinds of the shop into which Mamma would perhaps go on
         her way to mass, penetrating its odour of unbleached cali-
         co, to purchase a handkerchief or something, of which the

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