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‘My dear lady, I have no conscience!’
            ‘Well, I advise you to cultivate one. You’ll need it the next
         time you go to America.’
            ‘I shall probably never go again.’
            ‘Are you ashamed to show yourself?’
            Ralph meditated with a mild smile. ‘I suppose that if one
         has no conscience one has no shame.’
            ‘Well, you’ve got plenty of assurance,’ Henrietta declared.
         ‘Do you consider it right to give up your country?’
            ‘Ah,  one  doesn’t  give  up  one’s  country  any  more  than
         one  gives  up  one’s  grandmother.  They’re  both  antecedent
         to choice—elements of one’s composition that are not to be
         eliminated.’
            ‘I suppose that means that you’ve tried and been worsted.
         What do they think of you over here?’
            ‘They delight in me.’
            ‘That’s because you truckle to them.’
            ‘Ah,  set  it  down  a  little  to  my  natural  charm!’  Ralph
         sighed.
            ‘I  don’t  know  anything  about  your  natural  charm.  If
         you’ve  got  any  charm  it’s  quite  unnatural.  It’s  wholly  ac-
         quired—or at least you’ve tried hard to acquire it, living over
         here. I don’t say you’ve succeeded. It’s a charm that I don’t
         appreciate, anyway. Make yourself useful in some way, and
         then we’ll talk about it.’
            ‘Well, now, tell me what I shall do,’ said Ralph.
            ‘Go right home, to begin with.’
            ‘Yes, I see. And then?’
            ‘Take right hold of something.’

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