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‘What have you done to him?’
            ‘Nothing whatever. But one has no need of a reason for
         that.’
            ‘For not liking you? I think one has need of a very good
         reason.’
            ‘You’re very kind. Be sure you have one ready for the day
         you begin.’
            ‘Begin to dislike you? I shall never begin.’
            ‘I hope not; because if you do you’ll never end. That’s the
         way with your cousin; he doesn’t get over it. It’s an antipathy
         of nature—if I can call it that when it’s all on his side. I’ve
         nothing whatever against him and don’t bear him the least
         little grudge for not doing me justice. Justice is all I want.
         However, one feels that he’s a gentleman and would never
         say anything underhand about one. Cartes sur table,’ Ma-
         dame Merle subjoined in a moment, ‘I’m not afraid of him.’
            ‘I hope not indeed,’ said Isabel, who added something
         about  his  being  the  kindest  creature  living.  She  remem-
         bered, however, that on her first asking him about Madame
         Merle  he  had  answered  her  in  a  manner  which  this  lady
         might have thought injurious without being explicit. There
         was something between them, Isabel said to herself, but she
         said nothing more than this. If it were something of im-
         portance it should inspire respect; if it were not it was not
         worth her curiosity. With all her love of knowledge she had
         a natural shrinking from raising curtains and looking into
         unlighted corners. The love of knowledge coexisted in her
         mind with the finest capacity for ignorance.
            But Madame Merle sometimes said things that startled

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