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Anna Karenina


                                  I say as much for myself as for you. I am your husband,
                                  and I love you.’
                                     For an instant her face fell, and the mocking gleam in
                                  her eyes died away; but the word love threw her into

                                  revolt again. She thought: ‘Love? Can he love? If he
                                  hadn’t heard there was such a  thing as love, he would
                                  never have used the word. He doesn’t even know what
                                  love is.’
                                     ‘Alexey Alexandrovitch, really I don’t understand,’ she
                                  said. Define what it is you find..’
                                     ‘Pardon, let me say all I have to say. I love you. But I
                                  am not speaking of myself; the most important persons in
                                  this matter are our son and yourself. It may very well be, I
                                  repeat, that my words seem to you utterly unnecessary and
                                  out of place; it may be that they are called forth by my
                                  mistaken impression. In that case, I beg you to forgive me.
                                  But if you are conscious yourself of even the smallest
                                  foundation for them, then I beg you to think a little, and if
                                  your heart prompts you, to speak out to me..’
                                     Alexey Alexandrovitch was unconsciously saying
                                  something utterly unlike what he had prepared.
                                     ‘I have nothing to say. And besides,’ she said hurriedly,
                                  with difficulty repressing a smile, ‘it’s really time to be in
                                  bed.’



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