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Anna Karenina


                                  He felt what a murderer must feel, when he sees the body
                                  he has robbed of life. That body, robbed by him of life,
                                  was their love, the first stage of their love. There was
                                  something awful and revolting in the memory of what had

                                  been bought at this fearful price of shame. Shame at their
                                  spiritual nakedness crushed her and infected him. But in
                                  spite of all the murderer’s horror before the body of his
                                  victim, he must hack it to pieces, hide the body, must use
                                  what he has gained by his murder.
                                     And with fury, as it were with passion, the murderer
                                  falls on the body, and drags it and hacks at it; so he
                                  covered her face and shoulders with kisses. She held his
                                  hand, and did not stir. ‘Yes, these kisses—that is what has
                                  been bought by this shame. Yes, and one hand, which will
                                  always be mine—the hand of my accomplice.’ She lifted
                                  up that hand and kissed it. He sank on his knees and tried
                                  to see her face; but she hid it, and said nothing. At last, as
                                  though making an effort over herself, she got up and
                                  pushed him away. Her face was still as beautiful, but it was
                                  only the more pitiful for that.
                                     ‘All is over,’ she said; ‘In have nothing but you.
                                  Remember that.’
                                     ‘I can never forget what is my whole life. For one
                                  instant of this happiness..’



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