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Anna Karenina


                                  tone which harmonized with her mood. He asked her
                                  how she was, and how she had spent the morning.
                                     ‘Very, very miserably. Today and this morning and all
                                  past days and days to come,’ she said.

                                     ‘I think you’re giving way to pessimism. You must
                                  rouse yourself, you must look life in the face. I know it’s
                                  hard, but..’
                                     ‘I have heard it said that women love men even for
                                  their vices,’ Anna began suddenly, ‘but I hate him for his
                                  virtues. I can’t live with him. Do you understand? the
                                  sight of him has a physical effect on me, it makes me
                                  beside myself. I can’t, I can’t live with him. What am I to
                                  do? I have been unhappy, and used to think one couldn’t
                                  be more unhappy, but the awful state of things I am going
                                  through now, I could never have conceived. Would you
                                  believe it, that knowing he’s a good man, a splendid man,
                                  that I’m not worth his little finger, still I hate him. I hate
                                  him for his generosity. And  there’s nothing left for me
                                  but..’
                                     She would have said death, but Stepan Arkadyevitch
                                  would not let her finish.
                                     ‘You are ill and overwrought,’ he said; ‘believe me,
                                  you’re exaggerating dreadfully. There’s nothing so terrible
                                  in it.’



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