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Anna Karenina


                                  and not knowing what love was. It was a mistake, let’s
                                  admit.’
                                     ‘A fearful mistake!’ said Anna.
                                     ‘But I repeat, it’s an accomplished fact. Then you had,

                                  let us say, the misfortune to love a man not your husband.
                                  That was a misfortune; but that, too, is an accomplished
                                  fact. And your husband knew it and forgave it.’ He
                                  stopped at each sentence, waiting for her to object, but she
                                  made no answer. ‘That’s so. Now the question is: can you
                                  go on living with your husband? Do you wish it? Does he
                                  wish it?’
                                     ‘I know nothing, nothing.’
                                     ‘But you said yourself that you can’t endure him.’
                                     ‘No, I didn’t say so. I deny it. I can’t tell, I don’t know
                                  anything about it.’
                                     ‘Yes, but let..’
                                     ‘You can’t understand. I feel I’m lying head downwards
                                  in a sort of pit, but I ought not to save myself. And I can’t
                                  . . .’
                                     ‘Never mind, we’ll slip something under and pull you
                                  out. I understand you: I understand that you can’t take it
                                  on yourself to express your wishes, your feelings.’
                                     ‘There’s nothing, nothing I wish...except for it to be all
                                  over.’



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