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Anna Karenina
on seeing you at the time of your illness I resolved with
my whole heart to forget all that had passed between us
and to begin a new life. I do not regret, and shall never
regret, what I have done; but I have desired one thing—
your good, the good of your soul—and now I see I have
not attained that. Tell me yourself what will give you true
happiness and peace to your soul. I put myself entirely in
your hands, and trust to your feeling of what’s right.’
Stepan Arkadyevitch handed back the letter, and with
the same surprise continued looking at his brother-in-law,
not knowing what to say. This silence was so awkward for
both of them that Stepan Arkadyevitch’s lips began
twitching nervously, while he still gazed without speaking
at Karenin’s face.
‘That’s what I wanted to say to her,’ said Alexey
Alexandrovitch, turning away.
‘Yes, yes...’ said Stepan Arkadyevitch, not able to
answer for the tears that were choking him.
‘Yes, yes, I understand you,’ he brought out at last.
‘I want to know what she would like,’ said Alexey
Alexandrovitch.
‘I am afraid she does not understand her own position.
She is not a judge,’ said Stepan Arkadyevitch, recovering
himself. ‘She is crushed, simply crushed by your
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