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al phrases in French. She was so thrilled, it was almost a
       pleasure to instruct her.
          Now Connie would sometimes plead a headache as an
       excuse for going up to her room after dinner.
         ’Perhaps Mrs Bolton will play piquet with you,’ she said
       to Clifford.
         ’Oh, I shall be perfectly all right. You go to your own
       room and rest, darling.’
          But no sooner had she gone, than he rang for Mrs Bolton,
       and asked her to take a hand at piquet or bezique, or even
       chess.  He  had  taught  her  all  these  games.  And  Connie
       found it curiously objectionable to see Mrs Bolton, flushed
       and tremulous like a little girl, touching her queen or her
       knight  with  uncertain  fingers,  then  drawing  away  again.
       And Clifford, faintly smiling with a half-teasing superior-
       ity, saying to her:
         ’You must say j’adoube!’
          She  looked  up  at  him  with  bright,  startled  eyes,  then
       murmured shyly, obediently:
         ’J’adoube!’
         Yes, he was educating her. And he enjoyed it, it gave him
       a sense of power. And she was thrilled. She was coming bit
       by bit into possession of all that the gentry knew, all that
       made them upper class: apart from the money. That thrilled
       her. And at the same time, she was making him want to
       have her there with him. It was a subtle deep flattery to him,
       her genuine thrill.
          To Connie, Clifford seemed to be coming out in his true
       colours:  a  little  vulgar,  a  little  common,  and  uninspired;

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