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of the great oar. He was a man as Mellors was a man, un-
       prostituted. Connie pitied the wife of the easily-overflowing
       Giovanni. But Daniele’s wife would be one of those sweet
       Venetian women of the people whom one still sees, modest
       and flower-like in the back of that labyrinth of a town.
         Ah,  how  sad  that  man  first  prostitutes  woman,  then
       woman prostitutes man. Giovanni was pining to prostitute
       himself, dribbling like a dog, wanting to give himself to a
       woman. And for money!
          Connie looked at Venice far off, low and rose-coloured
       upon the water. Built of money, blossomed of money, and
       dead  with  money.  The  money-deadness!  Money,  money,
       money, prostitution and deadness.
         Yet Daniele was still a man capable of a man’s free al-
       legiance. He did not wear the gondolier’s blouse: only the
       knitted blue jersey. He was a little wild, uncouth and proud.
       So he was hireling to the rather doggy Giovanni who was
       hireling again to two women. So it is! When Jesus refused
       the  devil’s  money,  he  left  the  devil  like  a  Jewish  banker,
       master of the whole situation.
          Connie would come home from the blazing light of the
       lagoon in a kind of stupor, to lind letters from home. Clif-
       ford wrote regularly. He wrote very good letters: they might
       all have been printed in a book. And for this reason Connie
       found them not very interesting.
          She lived in the stupor of the light of the lagoon, the lap-
       ping  saltiness  of  the  water,  the  space,  the  emptiness,  the
       nothingness: but health, health, complete stupor of health.
       It was gratifying, and she was lulled away in it, not caring
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