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nest.
            ‘Shall I show you the eggs?’ he said.
            ‘Do!’ replied Mrs. Leivers. ‘They seem SUCH a sign of
         spring, and so hopeful.’
            He put aside the thorns, and took out the eggs, holding
         them in the palm of his hand.
            ‘They are quite hot—I think we frightened her off them,’
         he said.
            ‘Ay, poor thing!’ said Mrs. Leivers.
            Miriam could not help touching the eggs, and his hand
         which, it seemed to her, cradled them so well.
            ‘Isn’t it a strange warmth!’ she murmured, to get near
         him.
            ‘Blood heat,’ he answered.
            She watched him putting them back, his body pressed
         against  the  hedge,  his  arm  reaching  slowly  through  the
         thorns,  his  hand  folded  carefully  over  the  eggs.  He  was
         concentrated on the act. Seeing him so, she loved him; he
         seemed so simple and sufficient to himself. And she could
         not get to him.
            After tea she stood hesitating at the bookshelf. He took
         ‘Tartarin de Tarascon”. Again they sat on the bank of hay
         at the foot of the stack. He read a couple of pages, but with-
         out any heart for it. Again the dog came racing up to repeat
         the fun of the other day. He shoved his muzzle in the man’s
         chest. Paul fingered his ear for a moment. Then he pushed
         him away.
            ‘Go away, Bill,’ he said. ‘I don’t want you.’
            Bill slunk off, and Miriam wondered and dreaded what
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