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south. Clara stood shrinking slightly from the touch of the
         wind, twisting her hair. The sea-grass rose behind the white
         stripped woman. She glanced at the sea, then looked at him.
         He was watching her with dark eyes which she loved and
         could not understand. She hugged her breasts between her
         arms, cringing, laughing:
            ‘Oo, it will be so cold!’ she said.
            He bent forward and kissed her, held her suddenly close,
         and kissed her again. She stood waiting. He looked into her
         eyes, then away at the pale sands.
            ‘Go, then!’ he said quietly.
            She flung her arms round his neck, drew him against her,
         kissed him passionately, and went, saying:
            ‘But you’ll come in?’
            ‘In a minute.’
            She went plodding heavily over the sand that was soft as
         velvet. He, on the sandhills, watched the great pale coast
         envelop her. She grew smaller, lost proportion, seemed only
         like a large white bird toiling forward.
            ‘Not much more than a big white pebble on the beach,
         not much more than a clot of foam being blown and rolled
         over the sand,’ he said to himself.
            She seemed to move very slowly across the vast sound-
         ing shore. As he watched, he lost her. She was dazzled out
         of sight by the sunshine. Again he saw her, the merest white
         speck moving against the white, muttering sea-edge.
            ‘Look how little she is!’ he said to himself. ‘She’s lost like a
         grain of sand in the beach—just a concentrated speck blown
         along, a tiny white foam-bubble, almost nothing among the

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