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‘When were you poorly?’ he asked.
            ‘It was yesterday it began,’ she answered submissively.
            ‘Pains?’
            ‘Yes; but not more than I’ve often had at home. I believe
         Dr. Ansell is an alarmist.’
            ‘You ought not to have travelled alone,’ he said, to him-
         self more than to her.
            ‘As  if  that  had  anything  to  do  with  it!’  she  answered
         quickly.
            They were silent for a while.
            ‘Now go and have your dinner,’ she said. ‘You MUST be
         hungry.’
            ‘Have you had yours?’
            ‘Yes; a beautiful sole I had. Annie IS good to me.’
            They talked a little while, then he went downstairs. He
         was very white and strained. Newton sat in miserable sym-
         pathy.
            After dinner he went into the scullery to help Annie to
         wash up. The little maid had gone on an errand.
            ‘Is it really a tumour?’ he asked.
            Annie began to cry again.
            ‘The pain she had yesterday—I never saw anybody suffer
         like it!’ she cried. ‘Leonard ran like a madman for Dr. An-
         sell, and when she’d got to bed she said to me: ‘Annie, look
         at this lump on my side. I wonder what it is?’ And there I
         looked, and I thought I should have dropped. Paul, as true
         as I’m here, it’s a lump as big as my double fist. I said: ‘Good
         gracious, mother, whenever did that come?’ ‘Why, child,’
         she  said,  ‘it’s  been  there  a  long  time.’  I  thought  I  should

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