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to tell you so.’
         They  were  both  silent.  The  silence  lasted  a  whole  long
       minute.  They  were  both  standing  still,  gazing  into  each
       other’s  eyes.  They  were  both  pale.  Suddenly  Ivan  began
       trembling all over, and clutched Alyosha’s shoulder.
         ‘You’ve been in my room!’ he whispered hoarsely. ‘You’ve
       been there at night, when he came.... Confess... have you
       seen him, have you seen him?’
         ‘Whom do you mean — Mitya?’ Alyosha asked, bewil-
       dered.
         ‘Not him, damn the monster!’ Ivan shouted, in a fren-
       zy, ‘Do you know that he visits me? How did you find out?
       Speak!’
         ‘Who is he? I don’t know whom you are talking about,’
       Alyosha faltered, beginning to be alarmed.
         ‘Yes, you do know. or how could you — ? It’s impossible
       that you don’t know.’
          Suddenly he seemed to check himself. He stood still and
       seemed to reflect. A strange grin contorted his lips.
         ‘Brother,’ Alyosha began again, in a shaking voice, ‘I have
       said this to you, because you’ll believe my word, I know that.
       I tell you once and for all, it’s not you. You hear, once for all!
       God has put it into my heart to say this to you, even though
       it may make you hate me from this hour.’
          But by now Ivan had apparently regained his self-con-
       trol.
         ‘Alexey Fyodorovitch,’ he said, with a cold smile, ‘I can’t
       endure  prophets  and  epileptics  —  messengers  from  God
       especially — and you know that only too well. I break off

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