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to the general opinion of the town, he refused to entertain
       a suspicion against Mitya, and spoke openly of Smerdyakov
       as the murderer. Later on, after seeing the police captain
       and the prosecutor, and hearing the details of the charge
       and the arrest, he was still more surprised at Alyosha, and
       ascribed his opinion only to his exaggerated brotherly feel-
       ing and sympathy with Mitya, of whom Alyosha, as Ivan
       knew, was very fond.
          By the way, let us say a word or two of Ivan’s feeling to
       his brother Dmitri. He positively disliked him; at most, felt
       sometimes a compassion for him, and even that was mixed
       with  great  contempt,  almost  repugnance.  Mitya’s  whole
       personality,  even  his  appearance,  was  extremely  unat-
       tractive to him. Ivan looked with indignation on Katerina
       Ivanovna’s love for his brother. Yet he went to see Mitya
       on the first day of his arrival, and that interview, far from
       shaking  Ivan’s  belief  in  his  guilt,  positively  strengthened
       it. He found his brother agitated, nervously excited. Mitya
       had been talkative, but very absent-minded and incoherent.
       He  used  violent  language,  accused  Smerdyakov,  and  was
       fearfully  muddled.  He  talked  principally  about  the  three
       thousand roubles, which he said had been ‘stolen’ from him
       by his father.
         ‘The money was mine, it was my money,’ Mitya kept re-
       peating. ‘Even if I had stolen it, I should have had the right.’
          He hardly contested the evidence against him, and if he
       tried to turn a fact to his advantage, it was in an absurd
       and incoherent way. He hardly seemed to wish to defend
       himself to Ivan or anyone else. Quite the contrary, he was

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