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er confirmed her evidence as far as she was capable. After
       asking some further questions, Pyotr Ilyitch left the house,
       even more upset and uneasy than he had been when he en-
       tered it.
         The most direct and the easiest thing for him to do would
       have been to go straight to Fyodor Pavlovitch’s, to find out
       whether anything had happened there, and if so, what; and
       only to go to the police captain, as Pyotr Ilyitch firmly in-
       tended doing, when he had satisfied himself of the fact. But
       the night was dark, Fyodor Pavlovitch’s gates were strong,
       and he would have to knock again. His acquaintance with
       Fyodor Pavlovitch was of the slightest, and what if, after he
       had been knocking, they opened to him, and nothing had
       happened? Fyodor Pavlovitch in his jeering way would go
       telling the story all over the town, how a stranger, called
       Perhotin, had broken in upon him at midnight to ask if any-
       one had killed him. It would make a scandal. And scandal
       was what Pyotr Ilyitch dreaded more than anything in the
       world.
         Yet the feeling that possessed him was so strong, that
       though he stamped his foot angrily and swore at himself,
       he set off again, not to Fyodor Pavlovitch’s but to Madame
       Hohlakov’s. He decided that if she denied having just given
       Dmitri Fyodorovitch three thousand roubles, he would go
       straight to the police captain, but if she admitted having
       given him the money, he would go home and let the matter
       rest till next morning.
          It is, of course, perfectly evident that there was even more
       likelihood of causing scandal by going at eleven o’clock at
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