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‘Did he never say before you... casually, or in a moment
       of irritation,’ Nikolay Parfenovitch put in suddenly, ‘that he
       intended to make an attempt on his father’s life?’
         ‘Ach, he did say so,’ sighed Grushenka.
         ‘Once or several times?’
         ‘He mentioned it several times, always in anger.’
         ‘And did you believe he would do it?’
         ‘No, I never believed it,’ she answered firmly. ‘I had faith
       in his noble heart.’
         ‘Gentlemen, allow me,’ cried Mitya suddenly, ‘allow me
       to say one word to Agrafena Alexandrovna, in your pres-
       ence.’
         ‘You can speak,’ Nikolay Parfenovitch assented.
         ‘Agrafena Alexandrovna!’ Mitya got up from his chair,
       ‘have faith in God and in me. I am not guilty of my father’s
       murder!’
          Having uttered these words Mitya sat down again on his
       chair. Grushenka stood up and crossed herself devoutly be-
       fore the ikon.
         ‘Thanks be to Thee, O Lord,’ she said, in a voice thrilled
       with  emotion,  and  still  standing,  she  turned  to  Nikolay
       Parfenovitch and added:
         ‘As he has spoken now, believe it! I know him. He’ll say
       anything as a joke or from obstinacy, but he’ll never deceive
       you against his conscience. He’s telling the whole truth, you
       may believe it.’
         ‘Thanks, Agrafena Alexandrovna, you’ve given me fresh
       courage,’ Mitya responded in a quivering voice.
         As to the money spent the previous day, she declared that
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