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bled. It was a pitch-dark night without a moon. At the time
       fixed, Kolya lay down between the rails. The five others who
       had taken the bet waited among the bushes below the em-
       bankment, their hearts beating with suspense, which was
       followed by alarm and remorse. At last they heard in the
       distance the rumble of the train leaving the station. Two
       red lights gleamed out of the darkness; the monster roared
       as it approached.
         ‘Run, run away from the rails,’ the boys cried to Kolya
       from the bushes, breathless with terror. But it was too late:
       the train darted up and flew past. The boys rushed to Kolya.
       He lay without moving. They began pulling at him, lifting
       him up. He suddenly got up and walked away without a
       word. Then he explained that he had lain there as though
       he were insensible to frighten them, but the fact was that
       he  really  had  lost  consciousness,  as  he  confessed  long  af-
       ter to his mother. In this way his reputation as ‘a desperate
       character,’ was established for ever. He returned home to
       the station as white as a sheet. Next day he had a slight at-
       tack of nervous fever, but he was in high spirits and well
       pleased with himself. The incident did not become known
       at once, but when they came back to the town it penetrated
       to the school and even reached the ears of the masters. But
       then Kolya’s mother hastened to entreat the masters on her
       boy’s behalf, and in the end Dardanelov, a respected and
       influential teacher, exerted himself in his favour, and the
       affair was ignored.
          Dardanelov was a middle-aged bachelor, who had been
       passionately  in  love  with  Madame  Krassotkin  for  many
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