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trembling and fainting with terror almost every day, afraid
           he would fall ill, would catch cold, do something naughty,
            climb on a chair and fall off it, and so on and so on. When
           Kolya began going to school, the mother devoted herself to
            studying all the sciences with him so as to help him, and go
           through his lessons with him. She hastened to make the ac-
            quaintance of the teachers and their wives, even made up to
           Kolya’s schoolfellows, and fawned upon them in the hope of
           thus saving Kolya from being teased, laughed at, or beaten
            by them. She went so far that the boys actually began to
           mock at him on her account and taunt him with being a
           ‘mother’s darling.’
              But the boy could take his own part. He was a resolute
            boy, ‘tremendously strong,’ as was rumoured in his class,
            and soon proved to be the fact; he was agile, strong-willed,
            and of an audacious and enterprising temper. He was good
            at lessons, and there was a rumour in the school that he
            could beat the teacher, Dardanelov, at arithmetic and uni-
           versal history. Though he looked down upon everyone, he
           was a good comrade and not supercilious. He accepted his
            schoolfellows’ respect as his due, but was friendly with them.
           Above all, he knew where to draw the line. He could restrain
           himself on occasion, and in his relations with the teachers
           he never overstepped that last mystic limit beyond which a
           prank becomes an unpardonable breach of discipline. But
           he was as fond of mischief on every possible occasion as the
            smallest boy in the school, and not so much for the sake of
           mischief as for creating a sensation, inventing something,
            something  effective  and  conspicuous.  He  was  extremely

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