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I think it only makes it worse.’
              ‘Tell me, Karamazov, what sort of man is the father? I
            know him, but what do you make of him — a mountebank,
            a buffoon?’
              ‘Oh no; there are people of deep feeling who have been
            somehow crushed. Buffoonery in them is a form of resent-
           ful irony against those to whom they daren’t speak the truth,
           from having been for years humiliated and intimidated by
           them.  Believe  me,  Krassotkin,  that  sort  of  buffoonery  is
            sometimes tragic in the extreme. His whole life now is cen-
           tred in Ilusha, and if Ilusha dies, he will either go mad with
            grief or kill himself. I feel almost certain of that when I look
            at him now.’
              ‘I understand you, Karamazov. I see you understand hu-
           man nature,’ Kolya added, with feeling.
              ‘And as soon as I saw you with a dog, I thought it was
           Zhutchka you were bringing.’
              ‘Wait a bit, Karamazov, perhaps we shall find it yet; but
           this is Perezvon. I’ll let him go in now and perhaps it will
            amuse Ilusha more than the mastiff pup. Wait a bit, Karam-
            azov, you will know something in a minute. But, I say, I am
            keeping you here!’ Kolya cried suddenly. ‘You’ve no over-
            coat on in this bitter cold. You see what an egoist I am. Oh,
           we are all egoists, Karamazov!’
              ‘Don’t trouble; it is cold, but I don’t often catch cold. Let
           us go  in,  though, and,  by  the  way,  what  is  your  name?  I
            know you are called Kolya, but what else?’
              ‘Nikolay  —  Nikolay  Ivanovitch  Krassotkin,  or,  as  they
            say in official documents, ‘Krassotkin son.’’ Kolya laughed

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